Compulsion, a Stargate SG-1 story by Glacis. Rated NC17 for sexuality and language. No
copyright infringement intended. Based on and includes spoilers for the episode
"Hathor". For K, my
source, for hooking me on yet another sexy anthropologist.
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There was a certain irony to life that would have amused Doctor Daniel
Jackson if he'd been able to share it with anyone. But the academics who would
appreciate it weren't in on his secret, and the military types who knew his
secret wouldn't appreciate the irony.
Which, in itself, was ironic.
He stared down at the golden sarcophagus, index finger idly tracing the
sharp-nosed profile of the Egyptian goddess of love. Someone, somewhere, had
actually read his work on the possible cross pollination of ancient cultures,
the same work that had gotten him tossed out of academia on his ear. The same
work that had brought him to the attention of the special operations forces who
not only believed him, but one-upped him. Ancient gods as
aliens. It wasn't a unique perspective. The unusual part was that it was
actually true.
An airman bustled in, a sense of controlled excitement making him bounce
slightly. Daniel listened with one ear as General Hammond first begged off on
meeting the unauthorized intruder, only tuning in when he mentioned the
Stargate. Curiouser and curiouser. Then they trudged
down to the brig, and things went from curious to utterly bizarre.
She was gorgeous. That was his first impression. Nuts, was his second
one, obviously shared by both Jack O'Neill and the general. But there was
something about her eyes. They were gray, and piercing. Direct to the point of
arrogance, and they reminded him of a cornered cat. It bothered him to see her
tied up like an animal. With
"What’s she gonna do?" he asked them
sarcastically over his shoulder as he worked at the bindings. They'd left
slight red marks on the tender skin of her wrists. "Beat us up?" He
massaged the skin lightly. "Sorry about that." He was embarrassed,
and when she first turned around he didn't immediately meet her eyes.
He could feel her smiling at him.
She said something about rewarding him, and raised his hand to her lips.
He didn't feel her actually touch him, but something flowed between them.
Something hot, electric, that made the fine hair on
his forearm stand straight up. Something that made his knees watery, sent a
shiver down his spine, and made his thoughts turn muzzy. Something
that sent the blood rushing to his ears.
When she asked about Ra, he started to answer automatically, compelled
in a way he couldn't begin to understand and didn't want to examine too
closely, to give her whatever she needed. Whatever she asked.
"Doctor Jackson!" The general's voice cut through the fog.
"Need to know."
Oh, right. "Ra is …" what could he tell her? He had to tell
her something. "A myth." He was sitting on
the bunk, but he didn't remember sitting, just knew his knees were weak. He
looked up, perplexed, at Jack. This didn't feel right. Jack and Hammond started
to leave, and he knew he had to stay. Something was holding him there.
With her.
He was floating, barely aware as he prodded
So, she got
The door closed behind them, and
Her smile took his breath away. When she called him her beloved, his
mind followed.
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He was beautiful, in a young, confused, bright way They
hadn't seen in millennia. Strong minded, too, not that it would serve him well.
Their body reacted in a pleasing manner to his, and the core of Their being, that which was the essence of Hathor, recognized a man worthy of becoming Their Pharaoh.
So much better than Ra. This one, They could control. No struggle for
power. Merely pleasure, and obedience. As it should be.
The others were loath to kneel before their Goddess, but Hathor bathed his skin with Her
breath, and his mind was Hers to command. Their ruler followed his lead, with
some prodding of Her new young Beloved. In very short
time, the humans were gathered for Their audience.
They were pleased.
The woman CaptainCarter was beautiful, and
intelligent, and in another time, with a more secure hold on power, They would have enjoyed her. But They
had no time for that yet. The urges to procreate, populate and rule were
strong. Their Beloved eased Their path, and the one
chosen as Their first
It was all so easy. They had missed this.
One hand reached out to caress the ring towering around Them, soaring above Their head. "We have missed you,
old friend." Their time of retribution and rule was upon Them. They felt generous toward Their Beloved, and
encouraged him to ask the questions that roiled, barely held in check under Their command. They smiled at him, and led him gently to the
truth, and nodded approval when he realized that They
were indeed the Mother of all Gods.
As he would be the father.
The quarters the servants had allotted Them
were sparse, and dark, but there was a bed, and a semblance of privacy. They
dismissed the humans, after convincing the one who would be
Oh, They had missed this pleasure. So much.
His mouth was warm, gentle, soft. His arms were strong about Them, his body finely formed. His hands were warm on Them as he caressed Their flesh, and his back was sinuous
under Their fingertips. He clutched Them to him with
desperation born of Their need, moving strongly upon Them, moaning into the
curve of Their breast, long legs and strong thighs shaking as he emptied his
seed into Them. Their body began to break down the component parts of his
juices immediately, and They could feel the cleaving
of the building blocks between their two races joining. Their head grew heavy
on Their neck, and a whisper of satisfaction echoed
with the depth of the Goa'uld within Her body as
their joining was complete.
Their beloved lay beside Them. His eyes were
wet with tears. Below his satiation, They felt a dark
undercurrent, a struggle born of fear and denial. But Their
hold was strong, and as They ran one hand down his shaking flank, They smiled.
It had begun.
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She looked at home, framed in the Stargate. His eyes were stuck to her,
but his mind was trying like hell to ask a question. It didn't make sense. She
was on their side. She wasn't going to hurt them. She hated Apophis
just like he did. But that itch wouldn’t go away.
It finally bubbled to the surface, and fell out past his lips.
"What does that mean, exactly?" Faced with the beauty of her eyes,
staring into his, and her mouth, curved into a smile
of pure joy, he couldn't figure out why he was distantly horrified by her
answer, or why the distance should bother him so much. "You're like the
queen bee." Hatching little Goa'uld
larvae by the million. His mind flashed on a mission just a few months
before. Leveling an M16 at a tank full of larvae and spreading them all over
the dirt to die before they could grow up and kill any more humans.
She smiled at him. The memory winked out. All he could see was her eyes.
All he could smell was her body.
He was drunk on her.
The rest of the day passed in a blur. He found himself in the briefing
room, pleading her case, and the General believed him, so he couldn't be wrong.
Could he? No, Jack agreed. He didn't hear anything else, once she smiled at him
again. He trailed along behind the others as they toured the facility. His head
was pounding. The questions were battering at his brain, but he had no words to
give them form. So he walked, and he watched her, and he wondered why it should
hurt so much, and why he didn't care.
Jack suggested they leave her to get some rest, and
The questions were still rattling through his mind, and he started to
force one out, when she called him Beloved again. Then she started talking
about the code of life, and juices, and pleasure. An answer hit him, freezing
him in front of her.
"DNA. You need
our DNA to prevent rejection of the larvae by the host." She was too
close. He had to think about this. There was something important, there, right
under the surface. But she was talking to him again, and he was bending to her
will.
The thought lanced through him like a knife to the gut. "You want
me to help you create more Goa'ulds." Oh, no,
god. The memory of the exploding tank painted itself in front of his eyes
again, and his hand flew up, fingers clenching around her elbow, stopping the
hand she had buried in his hair. He would not be part of this. He killed
the goddamned Goa'uld. He did not father
them.
His eyes burned as her face blurred in front of him. He felt a powerful
rush to his brain that he dimly categorized as pheromones, then her mouth was
opening over his, and he couldn't pull away. His mind screamed at him to get
the hell out of there while he had the chance. Then her hands pulled him to the
bed and unzipped his pants, and the chance was gone.
Fucking her was the weirdest thing he'd ever done in his life. He felt
like he was drugged, high out of his head, watching it all from somewhere up by
the ceiling. She was warm and wet and beautiful, and he buried himself in her
and moved with an animal's instinct to rut. Even as his hands parted her thighs
and his cock spasmed inside her, he screamed, mute,
wanting to hold it back, scoop his semen out of her womb and stuff it back down
into his testicles. He came, torn in half with the need to have her warring
with the need to deny her his sperm, the pure agony of knowing he was dooming
his entire planet to slavery to the Goa'uld crushed
by the compulsion to give her what she demanded.
Collapsing against her, he found himself crying, each tear burning like
acid as it was pulled out of him. The crazy thought occurred to him to wish for
a Goa'uld version of the morning after pill; she
reached out and smoothed his hair back from his face, kissing him deeply. He
couldn't move. Then she shifted, stretching over him and petting him with the
same satisfaction a man might show toward a favorite dog when it performed a
new trick.
She was gone before he found the strength to roll over. He was freezing.
Scrabbling dully around the edge of the bed, he found his jacket and trousers
and pulled them on. As he finished lacing his boots, it hit him all over again,
and he sank back onto the side of the mattress, staring at nothing.
Trying to feel nothing. Failing.
He'd never felt so helpless in his life, not even when Sha're had been taken. At least, then, he'd fought as much
as he could. Ineffectual fighting, but a good token effort.
This time, his own body had betrayed him. He stared down at his lap. He'd never
actually wanted to be a eunuch before. It was a new, unpleasant feeling. One of
many the day had brought him.
The door slammed open, and Sam burst into the room. "Daniel?"
He heard the concern and the incredulity in her voice. All three times she said
his name. But he couldn't look at her. Couldn't find the words to tell her he'd
betrayed her, betrayed himself, betrayed them all. So
he sat there, and he stared at nothing, and he refused to let the tears fall.
From the corner of his eye, as the women ran back out into the hall, he
saw movement. Looking up at last, he saw Teal'c,
staring down at him, a fierce scowl on his face.
Oh, god. He knew. Teal'c knew.
Then the
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They were furious. How could O'Neill turn on Them
like that? They had offered him an incredible opportunity, to become Their first Prime, the first of the new breed of
Rejected Them.
Basking in the birthing pool, They stared down
at Their Beloved, sitting at Their feet. At least he was a success. The
turbulence in his mind was crushed, and he was speaking softly, with proper
adoration, to Them.
They didn't like what They were hearing from
his lips, however.
"She must pay for her actions with her life!" Carter was the
Enemy. There was no time to seduce her over to Their
way. Carter's death would be an object lesson in the fruits of rebellion. They
would not stand for it. Mercy? They would show no
mercy. Carter would die. She deserved no less.
A commotion at the entrance to the room startled Them, and They looked
up to see the rogue Jaffa, Their own failed Jaffa, and the Carter woman shooting down Their guards.
They bristled with anger, and raised Their hand to
Carter, flinging her against the far wall with barely controlled rage. They
stared at O'Neill, castigated him for his failure to live up to Their expectations, and raised Their hand to him.
The first bullet struck Their flesh, and They
howled in frenzied denial as the birthing pool exploded into flames. Through
the roar, They heard Their Beloved scream,
"No!" and felt a fleeting satisfaction at his loyalty and obedience.
Glancing at Their fallen guard, feeling the death agonies of Their
progeny as the children melted in their own fluids, They rose from the flame
and walked through the shadows, heading for Their old friend.
They would leave this place, leave the lost children, leave
the Beloved.
For now.
There would be another time.
Staring over Their shoulder at O'Neill and Carter, They swore it.
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Daniel Jackson stared at the receding event horizon on the Stargate and
wondered what the hell had just happened. He felt light headed, dizzy, and more
than a little hung-over. Sam was talking, but she wasn't making any sense.
Every muscle in his body ached, and beyond the cotton wool that seemed
to have replaced his brain, there was a strong conviction that he had done
something incredibly stupid. But he couldn't for the life of him figure out
what. His skin was creeping, and he had an overwhelming urge to take a very
long, very hot shower. Guilt was eating at him, but he didn't know why, and he
felt dirty. He stared in total confusion from Sam to Jack, and wished to hell
someone would tell him what was going on.
Doctor Fraiser came in the room, rounded them
up, took them to the infirmary, and he let himself be led. For some reason, it
felt uncomfortable, like he'd been allowing someone else to make decisions for
him a lot lately. He wondered about the black out.
Staring in some disbelief at General Hammond, currently having the back
of his neck bandaged and gulping down Tylenol dry, he asked, tentatively,
"Sam? What's going on?"
She told him.
As she talked, rapidly, in a monotone, her very best 'field officer
briefing' bearing in full swing, he wanted desperately to disbelieve her. He
couldn't.
He remembered just enough to know she was telling the truth.
When she was finished, he sat on the cot, staring at the floor.
Security tapes.
They would know. They would all know.
Quietly, a desperate edge to his voice, he asked, "General? Who is
going to be, er, reviewing these tapes?"
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Coming into the base the next morning was the hardest thing Daniel
Jackson had ever done. He felt like his stupidity, lack of backbone and
betrayal of mankind were written all over his face. His greeting for Jack was
subdued, and he couldn't meet Teal'c's eyes as they
walked into the wreck of the training room to see how Doctor Fraiser was getting along in her investigation of the Goa'uld remains.
He hung back by the door, trying to ignore Teal'c's
solid presence at his shoulder. A shudder crawled over his skin at the
carbonized remains of Goa'uld larvae plastered
against the sides of the whirlpool. They stank. Jack asked about their progress,
and Janet offered some hope of recovering Goa'uld
tissue or DNA.
"Most of that will probably be mine." He didn't know where the
words came from, but he had to say them. Jack looked up at him curiously.
"Yours?" Tell me more, his tone invited. Daniel ignored the invitation.
"Yeah," he answered shortly. Happily, General Hammond breezed
in at that moment and diverted Jack from asking any more questions.
Sam started to babble, nervously, and
And it would have been his own fucking fault. Literally.
The thought broke his composure, and he slipped out the door as Jack
went forward to talk with Sam. Daniel had to get out of there. Had to run.
Couldn't run from himself.
As it turned out, he couldn't outrun Teal'c,
either. Daniel steadily ignored the hulking presence dogging him until he got
to his car. He reached out to unlock the door, and a large, dark hand plucked
the keys from his fingers.
"What the hell are you doing, Teal'c?"
Daniel rounded on him. Teal'c stared back at him
impassively.
"You should not be alone at this time, Daniel Jackson." So calm. So sure of himself.
Daniel didn't know whether to yell at him or punch him in the face.
Choosing the less suicidal option, he hissed loudly, "I'm not fit company
for anybody, right now, Teal'c. Just leave me alone."
"I cannot do that, Daniel." And he wouldn't, either,
Peeling into the parking lot of his apartment building, he ripped the
keys out of the ignition and tossed them into Teal'c's
lap. "Okay, I made it home in one piece. Babysitting duty's over. You can
go back to the base now."
Deep brown eyes stared back at him. "Baby
sitting?" Teal'c looked around the
interior of the car as if expecting to find a swaddled infant tucked in the
corner. Daniel gritted his teeth, squeezed his eyes shut for a heartbeat, then threw himself out of the car, slamming the door behind
him. He really was not in the mood for this.
It took him three tries before Daniel got the keys in the lock and the
door open, and his newly-acquired shadow stayed right beside him. The shaking
that had started in his hands was rapidly migrating to the rest of his body,
and he wanted nothing more than to curl up in a ball in the middle of his bed
and scream his head off. Of course, he needed privacy before he made a total
ass of himself. It didn't look like he was going to be left alone anytime soon.
Slamming the front door shut behind them, he stared at his unwanted
guest with something approaching hatred. He was close to his breaking point and
he needed to vent some steam, but he couldn't direct it toward the person he
felt most deserved it, himself. Not with an audience. He tried one last plea. "Teal'c, would you please get the fuck out of
here?"
Teal'c stared at him for
what felt like forever. Making no move to leave, he said gently, "I know
what it is to do the bidding of the Goa'uld against
my will." Daniel stared into that broad, forbidding face, and all he could
see was the forgiveness in Teal'c's eyes.
It was too much.
A scream ripped from his throat, inarticulate rage, at Teal'c, at Hathor, at himself. He
saw his fist driving toward Teal'c's womb with no
idea when he swung, or why, and it was only the Jaffa's
self-protective reflexes that kept him from taking a nasty body blow. Daniel
found himself clamped tightly to Teal'c's chest,
fists flailing at the larger man's ribs, pounding against that broad back. His
face was buried in Teal'c's chest, and he screamed
himself hoarse, calling Hathor everything from a
whore to a bitch, and himself everything from a traitor to a stupid dumb-fuck
dick for brains.
He had no idea he was crying. It wasn't important. What mattered was
that he could finally say all the words his mind had screamed, that his tongue
couldn't release while under Hathor's compulsion. It
all came tumbling out, how he'd been so damned
helpless, so stupid, so easy to manipulate. He should have fought, shouldn't
have given in to her. Knew it was wrong, terribly, horribly wrong, and did it
anyway. Couldn't stop himself. Should
never have started.
By the time his voice gave out, he was clinging to Teal'c
like an exhausted child, muttering "Stupid, stupid, stupid" over and
over into the warm wet skin under his mouth like a mantra. Teal'c
wasn't restraining him any longer, simply holding him, rocking
him gently. The hard muscled abdomen pressed up against his hip shifted, and he
froze.
Goa'uld.
God, how he hated the Goa'uld.
He pulled back, staring down at the place under the soft cotton where he
knew the edges of the womb criss-crossed Teal'c's abdomen. He'd so nearly been instrumental in
creating more of them. Come so close to propagating his worst nightmare.
Without his volition, one hand reached across and rested against the opening of
the womb. Teal'c tensed beneath him.
"Daniel?"
The soft question broke him out of the strange fugue state he'd been in,
and he pulled his hand back as if he'd been burnt. "Sorry, Teal'c," he offered huskily. A large hand, dwarfing
his own, pulled his palm back over the opening.
"I understand."
"Yes," Teal'c answered
unequivocally. "In the service of Apophis, I did
many things. Most of them, I do not care to remember. All of them, I carry with
me."
"How?" It was a plaintive cry for help.
"How do I accept that I very nearly seeded my planet with the one thing I
hate most in the universe? My body betrayed me, Teal'c!
How do I deal with that?"
"Accept your actions for what they were, Daniel Jackson, and leave
them in the past where they belong."
It all sounded so reasonable, considering how completely impossible it was.
"HOW do I get past the fact that I … I mated with Hathor like some kind of animal?"
Teal'c looked at him
quizzically. "We are all animals, Daniel Jackson. Our nature may be used
against us. The Goa'uld are
experts at manipulating us."
Daniel fought the urge to scream again. Besides the fact that he'd been
doing too much screaming lately, he didn't think his throat could take any more
strain. He whispered fiercely, instead. "You're not helping, Teal'c."
Liquid dark eyes stared at him measuringly for
a moment, then a strong hand cupped his jaw, tilted his head, and a firm mouth
took his own. Thoroughly.
Teal'c pulled back and
stared at him again. Daniel stared back, jaw hanging agape, hips still lazily
thrusting. There was a twitch at the corner of that generous mouth that might
be mistaken for the hint of a smile. "Do not feel guilty for the pleasure
your body found with Hathor, Daniel Jackson. You were
no more capable of rejecting her than you would be able to voluntarily cease
breathing."
Daniel considered and threw out several possible rejoinders to Teal'c's logic. He was tired, and felt more alone than he
had in months. He was missing Sha're's uncomplicated
presence, resenting the hell out of Hathor's
manipulation, and wanting nothing more than to turn his brain off. Teal'c was here, he was solid and warm and comforting in
his strength. Right now, there was nothing Daniel needed more than that
comfort.
All the pent up anger, guilt and passion of the past few days broke
free, and concentrated itself into a determined assault on Teal'c.
Pushing them both over and down onto the couch, Daniel pulled at Teal'c's jacket and tee shirt, ripping the material at the
seams in his haste to uncover his friend. Teal'c
stilled in response to Daniel's frenzy, staring at his face for long moments
before whatever he saw there reassured him, and he cooperated in stripping them
both.
The first time his hands brushed across the lips of Teal'c's
womb, Daniel slowed, all his attention given to the vulnerable opening in the
muscular abdomen. "You do know," he whispered, placing the center of
his palm over the intersection of the crossed slits with no cloth separating
their skin now. He felt a snub nosed pressure against his hand, one gentle
nudge, a second, and pushed back just as gently. The Goa'uld
larvae, sensing no threat, retreated into the womb. Daniel looked up into Teal'c's half-closed eyes. "It's a choice between life
and death." Teal'c nodded, once, then waited for Daniel's response. "You chose
life."
"It was chosen for me." Teal'c ran
one hand down Daniel's spine, ending the caress at the small of his back, hand
resting heavily there. "Twice."
"And you get past it." Daniel leaned forward, resting his head
against Teal'c's chest, listening to the strong
steady beat of his heart.
"I live with it. Yes. I get past it."
"How?" A nearly-silent whisper. Teal'c
bent his head forward and rested his cheek against the top of Daniel's head.
"By living."
With that, he cupped Daniel's face with both hands, drew him up until
their mouths met, and kissed him again. Daniel let go of the last of his
confusion, knowing it would come back to bite him when he dropped his guard
again, but willing, for the night, at least, to let Teal'c
distract him from the endless round of self-recrimination chasing through his
thoughts. Need was taking hold of him, and this time, brain and body were in
agreement. If he was going to be an animal, then for once, he was going to
enjoy it.
They didn't make it to completely naked, but all the parts within reach
were uncovered, and it was enough. Daniel put his face up for hungry kisses as Teal'c worked him with one hand, the other supporting his
back, holding their bodies tightly together. Daniel was drunk again, but he
didn't fight it, didn't want to fight it. He moved in time with the hand
milking him and the heavy erection rubbing against his thigh, his body
tightening and relaxing, tightening and relaxing until the tension pulled him
up, and he bucked, twice, three times, spurting into Teal'c's
hand. All the questions, all the anger released with the climax, and he melted
into Teal'c's supporting bulk. He drew Teal'c's hand to his mouth and began, lazily, to lap at the
drops of fluid smearing the long fingers.
Teal'c watched him,
unblinking, and began to buck harder. It wasn't much longer before Teal'c's movements lost their smooth rhythm and he jerked
up along Daniel's thigh. As Daniel swiped his tongue across the center of Teal'c's palm, cleaning up the last of his own spilling, Teal'c clenched his jaw and cut off a moan behind tight
lips. Daniel felt the wash of blood-warm liquid bathe his groin, slip over his
thigh and run down between his legs. The thick warmth made his cock stir, more
in appreciation than actual intent. Before he could figure out what on earth he
was supposed to do next, the strain of the past three days ambushed him, and
between one breath and the next, he fell sound asleep.
The morning after should, by all rights, have been awkward. He had
gotten out of the habit of sleeping with anyone since he'd lost Sha're. He hadn't actually slept with a man since college,
and then, not often. Given his own apprehensions, it
was ridiculously easy.
He awoke draped over Teal'c like a blanket.
Daniel could feel the Goa'uld moving sluggishly in
its pouch, but oddly enough it didn't disgust him. It tickled. The thought
struck him that it wasn't a morning person, either, and he smiled. He lifted
his head to see if Teal'c was awake, not quite sure
what to say, and saw steady dark eyes staring up at him. His mouth opened.
Nothing came out.
Teal'c grinned.
Having never seen that particular expression on the
It felt so good, he did it again. Before things got too heated, the
alarm rang, jolting them both back to reality.
"Rain check?" he asked wistfully. Teal'c
just stared at him.
"Why should I wish to check for rain? The sun is shining." Sincere puzzlement.
Daniel's head landed on Teal'c's chest with a
thump. "Er, can we continue this later?"
"Yes," Teal'c answered promptly.
"Good." For both of them, he hoped.
Thirty minutes later they were both showered, shaved, dressed and at the
base. Jack kept stealing funny little looks at Daniel. Finally, the colonel
pulled him aside.
"You okay, Danny?"
O'Neill didn't look like he was buying it. "I know this has to be tough on
you, Daniel. It's been weird for all of us, but you kinda
took the brunt of the weirdness. So if you need to talk to somebody about it
…" His voice trailed off. Daniel gave him a half smile, and glanced over
at Teal'c, standing in the corner, staring at them
with an impassive expression belied by the warmth in his eyes.
"It's okay, Jack. I already have."
Jack looked from Daniel to Teal'c and back, then relaxed fractionally, seeming reassured by what he saw
in their faces. "That's what friends are for?" He made it a question.
"You could say that," Daniel answered with certainty.
Jack nodded, satisfied that Daniel wasn't going to go off half cocked,
and headed out the door. Teal'c came to stand beside
Daniel. One large hand settled warmly on his shoulder, and Daniel found himself
smiling.
"You know, Teal'c, you have a point,
about getting past what the Goa'uld do to you." He reached over and gave Teal'c's womb a quick pat. "Living well is the best
revenge." His voice dropped. "My place after
work?"
Teal'c raised one eyebrow
and matched Daniel's tone. "Since my 'place' is monitored by a security camera, that is a good idea, Daniel."
"I will be there."
Daniel's smile lingered as he headed off to work. At least this time,
the only thing compelling him was his own need. He could deal with that.
There was a lot to be said for animal instinct.
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