Refraction, a Homicide : Life on the Street, X Files, The Sentinel
crossover by Glacis. Rated NC17 for violence, adult and homoerotic themes. No
copyright infringement intended on any of the aforementioned television shows.
Includes spoilers for the season opener for Homicide; set before the events of
Sentinel Too; set before the X Files episode that ended the 1997-98 season.
Follows the events of my Sentinel stories Distortion (here)and Reflection (here)
and refers to events in my Sentinel/Homicide crossover Catalyst (here), but can stand alone if necessary.
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Genetics, training and instincts gave him an edge. From the Pacific
coast to the
Lee Brackett would never consider himself a desperate man. But since
Plan A and Plan B had both been spectacular disasters, and Plan C hadn't the
hope of a snowball in hell of panning out, he was forced to reconsider. He was
a Sentinel. He needed a Guide. He was a loner by choice who had to rely on a
partner for his life, and the partner he had chosen had escaped from him.
Twice. A third time was not feasible. One could not improvise a melody on the
same tune forever. And his repertoire was nearly exhausted.
As was he.
He'd healed from the injuries Detective Ellison had dealt him in the
final fight for control of Blair Sandburg. Brackett wasn't used to losing. And
he wasn't used to running out of options. At first he'd blamed Ellison. Then
he'd blamed the federal agent who'd initially tripped him up. His field
operations supervisor, his superiors at the CIA, hell, even his parents, for
giving birth to a freak to start the whole merry-go-round off. But he couldn't
change the past, and he couldn't kill people who were already dead. Which only
left one direction to go.
Forward.
Starting with the one who was responsible for triggering this so-called
gift. Maybe Doctor Rangely would be lucky, and would be able to tell him where
to go to find another Guide. Surely he wasn't the only lab rat in the maze. Or
maybe the doctor would be unlucky. If he couldn't help, it would take him much
longer to die.
Nine days after leaving the mountains of southwestern
Two nights later, he had his target.
"Hello, Doctor," he said quietly, one hand on the back of the
dark man's neck, the other holding the Glock steadily at the center of the
scientist's back. "Do you remember me?" A shaky, hesitant nod made
him smile. "I thought you might. We're going to have a little
conversation." The snub nose of the gun gently nudged the man forward past
the living room toward the dining table. "You have information. You will
give it to me. If you tell me quickly, I will kill you quickly. If you make the
foolish choice to try to hold out on me, you will die slowly. I do hope, for
your sake, that you live up to your reputation for brilliance and do the
intelligent thing. But one way or another, you will give me my answers."
"What do you want?" The voice was calm, steady. Lee sighed.
This was going to be a long night.
With a mental shrug, he forced the doctor down into a straight-backed
chair and placed two fingers along his carotid artery. Pressing just long
enough to give the man a taste of pain, he asked, "Who, besides Blair
Sandburg, is qualified to be a Guide for a Sentinel?"
"Go fuck yourself, Brackett."
It set the stage for a very long night, indeed.
As morning was breaking through the kitchen window, Lee wiped the last
of the surfaces clean of prints, and stared pensively at the remains of Arlen
Rangely. He'd lasted longer than expected, considering the leisurely pace Lee
had set. By the time Lee'd broken every small bone in his body and started in
on the joints, he'd been delirious, but he hadn't actually lost consciousness
until Lee had started to flay the skin carefully from his extremities. The
vodka washed over the bared flesh had been an artistic touch. But it hadn't
been enough. The scientist had died without revealing the identities of any
other suspected Guides or Sentinel/Guide pairings. Brackett sighed again,
washed the last specks of skin and blood off his Bowie knife, and stowed it
carefully in his pack.
There were always other sources. And while revenge was too petty a
reason to risk capture, he had to admit there had been a visceral satisfaction
in revisiting a little of the agony he'd endured for eight months of solitary
torture on the man who had masterminded it.
One down. Many to go. Perhaps in the frenzy Rangely's death would cause
one of the man's colleagues would lead him to a substitute for Sandburg. And
even if he didn't find a Guide … at least he would have some fun.
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"Homicide." Tim Bayliss stared up at the white board as his
mind automatically went through the motions of taking a new report. Not many
names up in red, but then he hadn't been back in the squad long enough to have
too many names in any color. He was 100% according to the docs, 100% according
to Gee, and 100% flaky according to the rest of the murder police, who had
taken to calling him Zen Detective. But dying would do that to a man.
So would losing his partner.
He forcibly yanked his mind away from Frank Pembleton's abrupt departure
from his life a few months before. As soon as Frank knew he was going to make
it, that the bullets he'd taken saving Frank's life weren't going to take Tim's
own, he'd split. Not that Tim could blame him. He'd been doing some heavy soul
searching of his own. Of course, the conclusion he'd reached, that he was a
detective, and death and departing partners wouldn't change that one solid fact
in the shifting landscape of his life, was the opposite of the one Frank had
drawn. But, hey, that happened sometimes.
The voice on the other end of the line started talking about skinned
broken bodies and his ears perked up. Disgusting. Back on full duties a week,
and the first one he catches is dismembered, the second one skinned. What was
"Munch," he called out, grabbing up his coat and heading out
into the cold, "Come on." He ignored the cynical look he got. Munch
was just sitting on his butt waxing philosophic about sex. They could both use
the fresh air.
A short ride took them from the downtown hustle to a pocket of wealthy
refuge, a renovated suburb within the city that breathed power over the cold
streets. Bayliss stared at the darkened windows shutting out the reality around
him, and muttered softly, "The night is my companion, and solitude my
guide." Munch stared at him for a moment.
"Keats?"
"Sarah McLachlan. Anything strike you funny about this place?"
"Besides the ooze of untouchability and the affronted dignity that only
the wealthy and powerful can have when touched by the hand of death?"
"Yeah, besides that."
Munch shrugged. "No, not really."
"It's quiet." Bayliss gestured around the street. "No
nosy neighbors. No looky-lous. No bystanders. Nobody walking a dog.
Nothing."
Munch looked up the street, down it, and back up at Bayliss. "So
what?" Bayliss shrugged.
"Just struck me as weird, that's all." He couldn't explain it,
but the back of his neck was itching. It was too quiet. Almost like the
neighbors were afraid to look.
"Lately everything is striking you weird, Timmy. Let's go in before
I freeze my balls off."
Bayliss shrugged, tried to throw off the feeling, and headed inside.
Once he got past the uniform with the slightly green complexion and glassy eyes
at the front door, he smelled it. "Shit." Blood. Lots and lots and
lots of blood. He bit back the instinctive urge to throw up, sternly ordered
his stomach back where it belonged, and headed further into the townhouse.
The corpse was tied to a dining room chair. The room itself, other than
the copious amounts of crimson fluid that had seeped into the thick pile of the
carpet until it squished under their shoes, was spotless. He licked his lips,
trying to ease the dryness, and canvassed the crime site. The body was
destroyed, all four limbs broken, all the fingers on both hands broken. The
slacks had been cut away at the thighs, and the skin removed in strips from
ankle to the jagged hemline, on both legs. The same had been done with the
arms, shirt sleeves cut away at the biceps and forearms skinned in long,
symmetrical strips. Deep cuts were carved through the fine linen shirt into the
chest beneath. The man was drenched in blood. The face was completely
untouched. The eyes were rolled back in the head and the lips were pulled back
into a scream, but the tongue had been cut out, probably post mortem given the
lack of blood pooled behind the lower jaw.
"Somebody went to town on him," Munch opined. No shit, Bayliss
thought but didn't say. "Neat housekeeper, though." He gestured
through to the kitchen, and Tim looked through the doorway. The counters, sink,
and floor shined.
"Wiped down, betcha," he said quietly. "Whatever it was,
it wasn't amateur night." He rolled rubber gloves over his hands and began
the grisly task of searching the area directly around the corpse.
"ID?" he asked the uniform still standing guard at the door.
"A guy name of Arlen Rangely, worked out of the Pentagon, some
kinda scientist," the cop offered, trying not to look at the corpse.
Bayliss sympathized. Not being able to ignore it, he tried his best not to
bathe in the blood all around him and got on with his work.
Two days later, Rangely was in red under his name. The autopsy had
listed cause of death as heart failure brought on by extreme trauma and
exsanguination. Bayliss had gone home, changed his trousers, and tossed the old
ones. That much blood even the best dry cleaners couldn't remove. The scene was
swept so clean the lab guys hadn't been able to find a damned thing, and the
quiet he'd noticed in the neighborhood extended to every aspect of the victim's
life. No family. No friends. No known associates, at least none that he and
Munch could shake from the tree. The man had been a cipher, or a true spook,
walking through life without leaving any footprints. It had been a very
frustrating forty eight hours.
An unexpected influx of suits headed into the Lieutenant's office made
him sit up and take notice. Less than ten minutes of muted barking later, the
door opened, and Gee waved at him. "Bayliss! Get in here!"
"What's up, Gee?" he asked, crossing the floor and staring
curiously at the suits. They stared coolly back. The door shut firmly behind
him, and he cocked his head at his boss.
"What's the status on the Rangely case, Detective Bayliss?"
Tim swallowed. Gee wasn't usually so formal, and the suits made him
antsy. "No solid leads at this time, sir. No one saw anything, heard
anything, and we haven't been able to dig anything up about his life to give us
a motive. We've also run into a brick wall with his employers, sir -- nobody
wants to talk, at all."
"That's where these … gentlemen come in," Giardello responded.
Tim noticed the barely perceptible hesitation before the description and knew
that the lieutenant wasn't happy with whatever was going down. He leaned
forward, staring at the strangers. "This are Special Agents Morrison and
Leavell. They will be taking over the Rangely case."
"But-" he started to protest before the shorter of the two
suits interrupted.
"There are aspects of the case that impact national security,
Detective," the man said smoothly. Bayliss opened his mouth again and the
second one, a tall pudgy guy, stepped in. "Doctor Rangely was working on
several projects that could have made him a target for assassination. We will
pursue the investigation from this point."
"Turn over the file, Bayliss," the lieutenant said firmly. Tim looked
at him. Gee looked back. Neither one of them had any choice. He thought for a
moment of attempting one more time to protest, then weighed the possibility of
the name ever turning black, given the total lack of clues and cooperation.
"Sure, guys," he acquiesced with false good humor. "Be my
guest. Have fun." Stick it up your ass, he mumbled under his breath as he
fetched the file. "And good luck. There's not a damned thing there to go
on."
"I'm sure we'll do fine," Shorty replied with a nod. I'm sure
you will, Tim thought, wondering just what it was they were hiding. He didn't
trust the Feds, but his hands were tied on this one. He shrugged, looked over
at the Sergeant erasing Rangely from his list, and shook his head.
Weird, from start to finish.
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Settling deeper in his chair, ignoring the shadows in the basement
office that held so much of his life, Special Agent Fox Mulder stared at a
grainy, black and white photograph of a being that could be anything from a
Sasquatch to a skier in a gorilla suit and wondered about the mysteries of the
universe. Across the floor from him, at her own small desk, his partner
muttered something about coagulants and venom under her breath and typed away
at her computer.
Just another day in the bowels of the FBI, slogging away on the X Files.
Before he could come to any decisive conclusion about the furry blotch
against the snow drift, his phone rang. "Mulder," he answered, happy
to be distracted.
"How sharp you feeling, Spooky?"
He smiled at the voice even as he winced at the nickname. Stan Convers
was one of the few profilers who would still talk to him. Of course, the fact
that he fed Stan hints from time to time and let the other agent take the
credit for cracking the cases didn't hurt. "Stan, my man, what's
happening?"
"Not sure, Spooks. But if you get the chance … take a look at file
SP-10953B. You're good at looking below the surface."
"O-kay," he replied slowly. "Any clues here you can drop?
This your case?"
"Don't think so, Mulder. And it's not mine. Came across the desk and right
out the door, all hush hush. Makes me wonder. Just take a look, okay? Gotta
go."
The phone went dead, and Mulder stared off into the distance as he
reached out to cradle the receiver. Then he popped his keyboard with two
fingers, wending through a few layers of security to get to the file in
question. As his eyes skimmed over it, his brain dissected what he was seeing,
looking through the bare facts of what seemed to be a routine, if somewhat
gruesome, murder to try to find the reason for the secrecy. As he checked
through the background of the victim, something clicked.
Rangely. Leavell. Another man named Trudie who'd been involved in what
had at the time been explained away as a profile on a rogue agent a couple
years before. Put the three together, and he had the military, the FBI and the
CIA. All three up to their necks in black ops and medical experimentation. Now,
one of them was dead. And before the locals could do their investigation, it
was whisked away from them and buried in a dead file in the back of a cabinet.
Smelled like a cover up to him.
"Hey, Scully." She looked up at him, screen glowing eerily off
the lenses of her glasses. "Wanna go on a fishing trip?" She quirked
a brow at him.
"What's the bait? And will I end up getting bitten?"
"I hope not. But one never knows." He leered playfully at her.
She shook her head.
"You bring the beer."
He grinned, and reached out for the phone. "Root?" Scanning
through the report, he hit on a number and dialed by touch.
"Homicide," a raspy voice answered.
"This is Special Agent Fox Mulder of the Federal Bureau of
Investigation," he spieled rapidly. "May I speak with the officer in
charge of the … hello?"
The voice on the other end of the line was too busy chortling to answer.
Mulder grimaced. Sure, he had a funny name, but it wasn't that funny.
"Hello?" he demanded again, more sharply.
"Mulder," the man managed to stop laughing long enough to
answer. "Fox Mulder."
"Yeah," Mulder growled.
"I bet you don't remember me," the voice continued, still
fighting laughter. "Name's Munch. I arrested you awhile back in
Mulder glared straight ahead, fist tightening on the phone until his
knuckles glowed white. "Are you the detective in charge of the Rangely
murder?" he barked.
"Nope, that'd be Bayliss, if anybody. Hang on a minute." He
could hear Munch calling for Bayliss, still almost - not quite - laughing his
ass off. A few moments later a puzzled light baritone answered the phone.
"This is Bayliss. Munch, are you okay?" Off to the side, then
back into the mouthpiece, "What can I do for you?"
"This is Agent Mulder with the FBI. I have some questions I'd like
to ask you about the Rangely murder." Mulder barely managed to maintain a
professional demeanor, when what he really wanted to do was drive down to
"You'd know more about that than I would," Bayliss answered.
"Your guys took the case away from me."
"This is just a follow up," Mulder lied through his teeth.
"Can we meet?"
There was a pause, then a thoughtful, "No. I don't know what you
want, but I'm no longer associated with the case. Take it up with your own
people. Leave me out of it."
"Will you at least take my number?" He rattled it off, then
repeated, "I'd really like to discuss this with you."
"You want me to buck the Feds who took this over? Why? What's in
this for you?"
"There's something about the case that caught my interest." It
was the best he could do over an open line.
"Take it up with your own boys." There was the sound of
someone calling the detective's name, and Bayliss answered before coming back
to the call. "Haveta go. Have cases that are still Baltimore PD's to take
care of."
The line disconnected, and Mulder stared at the phone in disbelief for a
moment. As he was reaching for the button to disconnect and redial, Scully's
hand came over his shoulder and caught his wrist.
"Leave it, Mulder." He looked up at her. She'd moved around
behind him while he'd been talking to Munch, and had read the file over his
shoulder. "This is one fishing trip I think we should skip." He tried
to protest and she gestured at the screen. "It's a cold case, no motives,
no suspects. It's a military matter, and it is being investigated by military
authorities," she pointed at the relevant information running across his
screen. "It's not our case, and it's not even an X File. It's a murder. A
gory one, but just a murder." She patted his shoulder, then nodded at the
hairy blob picture on his desk. "No bigfoot, no ghosts, just a man
murdered by a madman. That used to be your job, Mulder, but it's not any more.
Let them do their job."
He watched her walk over to her desk and settle back at her computer,
then asked with the tiniest whine in his voice, "But if it turns out to be
an X File?"
She grinned at him. "In that unlikely event … I'll bring the
beer."
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Four men, two in uniforms, one in a white lab coat, one in a slate gray
suit, gathered around an oval table in a small room lined with books. A deceptively
elegant setting. Files lay on the table in front of each man, china cups with
steaming coffee at their elbows. The drinks were ignored in favor of the papers
scattered over the shining surface of the table.
"There are a few possibilities, but the most compelling is the test
subject from Project Bird Dog," the first man, a heavy-set Admiral with
cold eyes, pointed at a high-resolution black and white photo on the top of the
file. The man in the lab coat nodded.
"Based on his past behavior and psychological profile, it would
fit."
"Why the hell did you ever let him out?" the second uniformed man, a
four star general, growled.
"To see where he would run," the pale man in the suit answered
softly. His own eyes were fixed on the photo, but they were seeing things the
other three men could not even guess.
"Well, we sure as hell did that. Now what do we do?"
The general thumped the table with his fist. The suited man looked over at him,
unsmiling, and the general subsided.
"We find out where he came from, and why he is doing this. Then,
when we have leverage against him, we force him to come to us."
"How?" the admiral asked. "He's a fucking nutcase."
"He may be a sociopath," the scientist responded, "but he
is a highly logical and goal oriented one. He has a reason for what he has
done. He always does. We must simply discover it and turn it to our own
purposes."
"And how the hell are we supposed to do that?" the general
growled again, carefully leaning away from the man in the suit, trying to hide
his discomfort with the spook.
"Backtrack," the pale man said. Turning and walking to the
front of the room, he trailed one finger across a map of the
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Heading down the steps of the police department in Cascade,
He was running the grocery list through his head, of all things, when
the burst of light from the oncoming sedan literally blind-sided him. His sight
went off the scale, eyes exploding in a spectrum of red, yellow, green, blue
and violet before coalescing into an overpowering white. Hands flew from the
steering wheel in a vain attempt to shield his eyes, foot stomping on the
brake, belt snapping him back into his seat. He felt the thump as a solid body
of metal hit the side of his truck, then the jolt as he went off the side of
the road.
Instincts kicked in and his senses of hearing and touch cranked up to
compensate for his sudden blindness as he dove for the door and rolled out of
the truck cabin. As he was coming up into a defensive position, every
still-functional sense reaching out to identify the threat, a lancing pain hit
his neck and set his throat and shoulder on fire. Quickly dialing down touch
until he could breathe again, his hand came up to barely graze the end of a
dart sticking out of the side of his neck. His mind barely had time to realize
he'd been drugged, and scream, silently, for Blair, before the world
disappeared in a wash of red and he slumped to the ground.
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"Oh, man, I am so late. I canNOT believe some of the faculty here.
Take a journal out before it even hits the stacks, then keep it forever and a
day, lay it on a desk somewhere, stuff it in a drawer somewhere, and do the
students ever get a chance to actually read it even when it's the only one that
addresses the subject and it's absolutely vital to the paper? Oh, no, gotta go
round up every TA you can think of who might have some idea whose got it and go
on a needle in a haystack search and call in every favor you have left, not
that that's too many at this stage in the game, Jim, I'm home! That's
funny," Blair Sandburg stopped rattling to himself as he got through the
door and realized that not only were none of the lights on in the loft, but it
was colder that a well digger's butt in the Klondike and there was no sign of
human occupancy. "Oh, shit, I hope you didn't zone, man!"
They'd both been running off their asses lately, and when Jim got tired,
Jim lost focus, which meant when Jim was alone, Jim could very well zone out. Blair
dumped his backpack by the door, decided to leave his coat and muffler on in
deference to the cold inside the building, and went looking for his Sentinel.
Calling softly, then more loudly, he quickly canvassed the entire loft.
The bathroom was in its typical spotless post-Jim state, their bed was made,
the kitchen was devoid of activity and clean enough to eat off the floor. In
short, it looked just like Jim always left it on the way out the door in the
morning.
"Funky. I could've sworn he said he'd be home before me tonight. I
distinctly remember the words football, fettuccine, and all-night make-out
session coming from his lips." Blair stared at the kitchen, unable to
shake a feeling that something was radically wrong. "He probably got stuck
on a stakeout, or something." He glanced over at the answering machine. No
blinking light. Rolling his shoulders, trying to ease the tension, calling
himself seven kinds of a fool for over-reacting, he reached for the phone to
call the squad room and find out where the hell his partner was. The shrill
ring of the bell when his fingertips were an inch away from the handset made
him jump a good foot in the air.
"Yes!" he yelped, then calmed down and tried again.
"Ellison-Sandburg residence. Hello?"
"Blair." Oh, shit. Simon's voice, the 'professional Captain
being gentle with the innocent victim' voice that always creeped Sandburg out.
"What's wrong, Simon?" he asked, dreading the answer.
"Jim has disappeared." Ignoring Sandburg's whispered
"fuck!" he continued. "We found the truck in an arroyo on the
east side of town. It looks like he was on his way home, and was forced off the
road. The hood's crumpled, but there is no blood, anywhere, so I don't think he
was hurt."
"Who?" Blair managed to croak out past a throat that felt like the
"We don't know yet. We're going to find him, Blair. We will."
Somehow, the steely determination in Simon's voice didn't make him feel
any better. He didn't remember hanging up, or moving, but he found himself
sitting on the couch, staring out over the nightscape of Cascade. Just sitting,
staring, wishing not for the first time that he had Sentinel abilities himself,
and could see through that darkness to where his partner was being held. He put
his fist over his mouth and muffled the scream of pure anger that bubbled out
past his clenched teeth.
He fucking hated being helpless.
Reaching for the phone again, he thumbed through his version of a little
black book, now reserved for friends since he'd hooked up with Jim. Running a
finger down the K page, he found a number, punched in the numbers, and curled
up into the corner of the couch, counting rings. On the fifth ring, it
answered.
"Hello?" Not even sleepy. He wasn't sure his friend ever
slept.
"Jack? This is Blair."
"You sound terrible, Blair." The concerned tones calmed him, centered
him. He could freak out later. First, he had to find Jim.
"Something's happened. Jim's been kidnapped. I think … I think it has
something to do with Brackett." The nearly silent gasp on the other end of
the line echoed his own reaction. "Can you help me? Help me find
Jim?"
"I'll do everything I can, Blair. Can you come over? Now? If
Brackett had anything to do with this you could be in extreme danger."
"Yeah." That, he knew. Boy, did he ever. "Half an
hour?"
"I'll be here." In the background, Blair could hear the
tapping of keys. The mundane sound of Kelso on the case cheered him up more
than he would have expected.
"Thanks, man," he offered sincerely. "Be there
ASAP."
Simon would do his best, and if the kidnappers were enemies of Jim, the
cop, Simon would find them. But if it was Brackett, then Kelso would find the
bastard. This time, Blair might just kill the son of a bitch himself, Sentinel
or no Sentinel.
Several hours and six pots of tea later, Jack and Blair could barely
keep their eyes open. All they hit were dead ends and false leads. Kelso was
beginning to believe that, for once, Brackett might not actually be behind the
crime. Scanning through personnel reports from his Agency source in a last
ditch effort to find any sort of link to follow, he suddenly straightened in
his wheelchair and stared, hard, at the screen.
"What the …"
Blair leaned forward in response to Jack's agitation. "What'd you
find, man?"
"Not Brackett," Kelso responded absently, "but a
connection, I think." Pointing to a name on the screen, he added,
"Arlen Rangely was the medical researcher in charge of Brackett's
interrogation after his capture. He's the one who released Brackett from Agency
custody on agreement that Brackett would work for them -- something about a
Project Bird Dog, using humans with special abilities as advance scouts in
infiltration situations."
Blair stared at him. God. That sounded like … "They're using
…" Sentinels. They had force-bloomed a Sentinel with Brackett, then let
him run to see what would happen. They'd released fully enhanced senses in a
sociopath then turned him loose on society so they could watch the results.
"Those bastards." Kelso looked at him strangely, but Blair didn't
explain. "What about Rangely?"
"He was murdered. Tortured to death, actually. From the methodology
described in the report, it sounds like the sort of thing that Brackett was
adept at, actually. The Baltimore PD picked it up but the FBI took it out of
their hands and it ended up in a dead file at the CIA."
"What's this got to do with Jim?" Blair asked, eyes scanning
over the report on Jack's screen.
"Nothing, that's the point. Rangely was murdered last week. In
"Shit. Oh, shit." Blair stared at the screen, more than a
little horrified by the possibilities.
"Yeah," Kelso agreed softly. "I'll keep digging. See what
I can find."
"Thanks, Jack." Blair gripped his shoulder gently, then
glanced back at the screen. "So will I." Kelso looked askance at him
and he tapped the screen with the tip of his index finger. "I know the
homicide cop who took the call."
"Be careful, Blair," Kelso warned him. "These guys play
for keeps, and they don't care who gets hurt in the process."
Sandburg smiled grimly at him. "They have my partner. I'll be
careful, Jack. But I'm going to get him back."
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Staring into the depths of a glass of cabernet sauvignon liberated from
the Waterfront's stock, Tim ignored the congressional posturing on CNN and
mused about life, loneliness, and the reality of nothingness. He'd been doing
that a lot, ever since he'd been shot. He'd do the same thing again if he had
to, of course, as much as it had hurt and as scared as he'd been. Frank had
been his partner and was still his friend. And if taking a couple bullets,
dying and fighting back to life, and being frightened out of his mind were the
price he had to pay for saving his partner, well, so be it.
It was something he couldn't begin to explain, and from the reactions of
his coworkers, they weren't in any mood to hear it if he tried. A fresh coat of
paint, a shuffle of desks, a new detective in and an old one out, didn't cover up
the reality of what had happened. Denying it would not make it so. He'd seen
three uniformed cops die. He'd gone out on a hunt with his fellow detectives,
and in the course of that hunt he had been severely, almost mortally, wounded.
He had seen death in Frank Pembleton's eyes, felt life in the clutch of his
hand as he was fighting to stay together. Recognized, and understood, when the
component elements of his being tried to fragment, refracting like light
through a prism, breaking into their component parts and sundering the
wholeness that made up Tim Bayliss into elemental parts that rendered him into
nothingness.
Nothing really was as real as nothing. And when it came down to it, he
was alone, in that nothingness.
The phone rang, shattering the contemplative mood and nearly causing him
to upend his wineglass all over his shirt front. Shaking the cobwebs out of his
head, he lurched sideways and picked up the phone.
"Bayliss."
"Tim?" The voice was vaguely familiar, and it brought an image
of warmth with it, but he couldn't pin it down. "This is Blair. Blair
Sandburg. From Cascade.
Oh, christ, did he. Bayliss looked down at the erection that was pushing
up behind his zipper, and couldn't restrain the smile pulling at his mouth.
"Blair. Hi. Yeah, I remember you. How are you?" And why are you
calling me? The question was apparent in his tone, but it was a welcoming tone,
a warm memory.
"Well, this is a little odd, I know. But I was wondering if I could
ask for your help." Tim straightened up on the couch. Blair sounded
stretched thin. "You, uhm, remember the guy who, uh, came in on us?"
Just a hint of embarrassment in the question, but Tim grinned.
"Yeah. Lucky man."
There was an answering smile in Blair's voice. "I'm the lucky one,
man. Or at least, I was." The smile disappeared, and the strain was back.
"Jim's disappeared, and I think it's related to a murder you were working
on. A scientist, named Rangely."
Tim tilted his head back against the couch cushions and closed his eyes, one
hand coming up to rub at the tension lines furrowing his brow between his eyes.
"I remember it. But I don't have that case any more, Blair. The Feds took
it."
"I know," came the reply. "But I think there's more going
on here than just somebody whacking a researcher, Tim. I need your help. I'd
like to fly out and talk with you."
Bayliss shrugged, then answered, "Sure, if you want. But I don't
think it'll do any good. Are there any leads in Jim's … disappearance?"
"No." A world of determination and fear on one syllable.
"But if this pans out … I need to know."
"Tell me when and where and I'll come pick you up at the
airport," Bayliss offered. "But Blair -- it's out of my hands. And
given the total lack of any leads on it, I'm just as glad it is. If there is
anything I can do to help, I'll try. But I really don't know-"
"I have to try, man. I'll see you tomorrow."
"Okay. Call me with the flight details. Bye." He carefully
hung up the phone, picked up his wine glass, and finished it in one swallow.
This one was getting weirder and weirder all the time. For a case that had been
taken out of his hands before it even got cold, a hell of a lot of people
seemed to be interested in it.
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Captain Simon Banks stared at a tiny figurine of a Black angel strumming
a harp and wondered why the hell he hadn't become a teacher like his mother had
wanted. He'd been up for almost sixty hours straight, his eyes had stopped
focusing ten or so hours before, and his brain was spinning in circles. One of
his best friends had disappeared off the face of the earth, and not a single
thing he could think of to do had gotten them any closer to finding Jim
Ellison.
To top it off, Sandburg hadn't been driving him loopy. When Sandburg
acted out of character, it was time to worry.
The object of his thoughts dragged in the door, and Simon winced in
sympathy. Blair looked like he hadn't slept either. Forestalling what he
thought was going to come out of the young man's mouth, he offered, "Not
yet, but every man I can scrape up is looking."
Sandburg smiled tiredly at him. "I know, Simon." He blinked. Not
what he'd been expecting.
"I need you to stay settled down, Sandburg," Simon forged
ahead. "You're personally involved, and you're not a cop, and besides, we
don't know yet if the nutcase who did this might be after you as well. I've had
a man shadowing you since the kidnapping, but so far no one seems to be making
a move. That doesn't mean you're safe, though. I want to put you in protective
custody until we get Jim back." He braced himself for an argument.
"Not necessary, Simon. I'm going to see a friend on the East Coast,
try to get my head together. If I stay here, I'm just going to get in the way,
and I'm a target. Out there, I should be far enough away from the action to
stay out of your way and not end up on the menu. Plus, the friend's a cop, so I
won't be without protection. Here's the number."
He placed a post-it note with a
Sandburg nodded impatiently. "Yeah, he knows all about it. Listen,
I gotta go. Got a flight to catch. Call me if you find out anything?" He
had one foot out the door.
"When. Not if." He looked sternly at the kid, then nodded.
Sandburg gave him a weak attempt at a smile and strode out the door, minus his
usual bounce. Too tired to figure it out, too worried about his friend to have
any energy left to put toward trying to figure it out, and too used to not
being able to figure Sandburg out no matter how hard he tried, Simon gave it up
and reached for the coffee pot. There were still those lists of recent parolees
to go through; maybe he'd get lucky.
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Straggling out at the end of the line of people off the 747, Blair
struck Tim as being just as beautiful as he'd been the first, and only, time
he'd seen him. The lines of fatigue and stress around his eyes and mouth were
deeper, and there were shadows in the dark blue eyes, but the full mouth was
just as inviting, and the strong arms pulled him into just as warm a hug. He
laid his cheek atop the curly head and hugged back. So much energy. So much
warmth.
"Hey, Blair. Welcome to
"Thanks for meeting me, Tim." Another squeeze and the hug was
reluctantly released. "I'm not real hungry. Can we … go somewhere and
talk?"
Tim looked down into the serious eyes, and reined in his libido. They
had serious business to see to, whether he could help or not, and Blair was in
no shape for seduction. He smiled gently down at the worried face, and slung an
arm around the broad shoulders. "Sure, Blair. Let's go back to my place,
and you can tell me all about it."
A couple hours later, Tim was almost regretting the invitation. He'd
heard an amazing, bizarre story of rogue CIA agents and stolen planes,
vendettas, kidnappings, strange abilities, government conspiracies, and
sociopathic stalkers that would have had him wondering what kind of mushrooms
Blair was putting in his salad if not for the complete seriousness of the
younger man's recitation. He wasn't sure what to believe, but he could see that
Blair believed it. Sitting side by side on the couch, hands wrapped around mugs
of hot tea, feet propped up on the coffee table, he watched the shadows
overtake the room and entered a world that redefined weird.
When Blair had run down, Tim stared at him for a long moment. "Can
you help me, man?" Blair wasn't above begging, and Tim took a deep breath.
"I don't think so." The desperation in those azure eyes
hurried him on. "But I think there's somebody with the Feds who might be
able to." He hooked his finger into his back pocket and pulled out his
wallet. "An FBI agent called after the Feds took the case, said he wanted
to meet me about it. I put him off -- didn't have the files anymore, and I had
too many bodies on my plate to worry with one that wasn't. Maybe he can help us
out." He reached across Blair's chest for the phone, trying not to get
distracted by the warmth of Blair's skin.
"Cool, man. Thanks so much." Blair smiled at him, and
Tim suddenly felt ten feet tall.
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He'd hit the labs directly after his abortive attempt to obtain
information from the late Doctor Rangely, but they'd been a waste of effort.
All the records he could find pertained solely to his own torture. There was
nothing, anywhere, about Sandburg, or even Ellison, and nothing to point toward
any possible fill-in for the young Guide. It was more than a little
frustrating. Then, the day after Rangely was found, there was a flurry of
activity and security at the research station clamped tighter than a
professional virgin's chastity belt. Unable to crack the net of electronic and
human surveillance, he switched gears and tried the Feds. They'd taken the case
from the police, so there had to be some sort of connection between the Agency
and the FBI.
It led him nowhere.
Resolving to settle back and wait, watch, and take his chance when he
found it, he assuaged his boredom by following the homicide cop who'd taken the
original call. Detective Timothy Bayliss, tall, gangly, bespeckled and intense,
was an interesting man to study. He didn't know anything, of course, just had
the bad luck to get caught up in a situation beyond his understanding, and had
the sense to give it up when he had no choice. But there was something about
the man that held Brackett's attention. He tapped the detective's telephone,
just to listen to the sound of his voice. There was something there, something
that drew him, and he was intrigued by the sense that he was both completely
relaxed and missing something important. Then, the second night of his
voyeuristic eavesdropping, a familiar voice came over the line and he started,
sitting bolt upright, listening as hard as he could.
Tim Bayliss knew Blair Sandburg. Blair was coming to
Without Jim Ellison.
Brackett smiled. This situation had definite possibilities.
He followed Bayliss to the airport, drinking in the sight of the man who
should have been his guide. To his internal surprise, Blair didn't capture all
of his attention, as he had the last few times he'd seen him. While the sight
and scent of Blair made his body hum, the light rumble of Bayliss' voice seemed
to pull at him, over-riding even the usually soothing baritone from Sandburg.
Musing on this, he trailed them to Bayliss' apartment and settled in to a handy
corner to do some up-close eavesdropping. Overlaying his vision with his
hearing, he focused in on the two men, sitting close as lovers on the couch.
Interesting. Blair was willing to tell someone outside of Cascade PD and
his dissertation committee about Sentinels. Very interesting.
He'd never considered himself a sociopath. He had his own code of
conduct. It just didn't happen to coincide with the standards taught in grade
school to the ankle biters of
Even more interesting. Ellison was missing. Blair fell silent, turning
pleading eyes on Bayliss, and to his mild shock, Brackett realized he was more
interested in listening to Bayliss talk than in staring at Blair. Something
very strange was going on. He centered all his attention on the two men, trying
to figure out his unexpected attraction to Bayliss and his equally unexpected,
if still weak, immunity to Sandburg's pull. As more of his energy was focused
on his sight and hearing, directed through the small slit in the blinds at
Bayliss' window, he didn't hear the whoosh of displaced air until after the
dart impacted his back. Twisting instinctively, clawing at his shirt to get at
the dart, he felt his hands go numb as his eyesight faded out to deep gray. He
didn't feel a thing as the world tilted and he hit the ground.
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Sight had been the final sense to come back on line after Jim regained
consciousness. Smell had been first. Scenting the air, he'd identified
antiseptic wash, saline, urine, sweat, bleach and blood. He could taste the
coppery tang of blood along his tongue, too, where he'd apparently bitten
himself, and an aftertaste of cloying sweetness from whatever it was they'd
used to drug him. Then touch had snapped in, and he'd nearly screamed at the
clamp of shackles on his wrists and the cold tile against his bare skin until
he'd managed to wrestle the dials down to a bearable level. Hearing had
filtered back after that, and his ears were blanketed with the hum of
computers, and the wet cotton stuffed sensation of a white noise generator.
Sight finally trickled in, first as hazy images, gradually solidifying into
white on white on white -- white bench, white padded wall, white floor, white
door. White skin and steel manacles. Naked, colder than sin, hungry and so
angry he couldn't stop shaking, he waited for someone, anyone to come in that
damned door so he could rip their heads off. With his teeth.
There was a disturbance out in the hall beyond the door, and he quickly
dialed his senses down, not wanting to get caught with another burst of light or
sound. The door was opened and another body was shoved inside. Ignoring Jim's
presence, the two men hauling the body between them went to work. Limp arms
were held up to shackles matching Jim's on the other side of the small room,
and ankles were dragged into place and locked down. Then the captors, still
without speaking a word or acknowledging Ellison in any way, left the room and
locked the door behind them. When Jim caught a clear look at his fellow
captive, the rage boiled out in an incoherent howl.
Brackett.
The son of a bitch.
Jim went ballistic, all logic flying out the window with the sheer
instinctual need to kill Lee Brackett. The chains snapped tight, jolting him to
a halt inches from his enemy. He strained at the chains until his muscles revolted,
then slumped against the wall and watched, unable to do anything else. As the
shaggy blond head lifted and consciousness returned to the other Sentinel, the
temperature in the room shifted as well. An eerie growl emanated from Jim's
throat, and echoed throughout the room.
The black jaguar prowled between the two men, hissing, claws flexing.
The threat was immediate, and it responded with flattened ears, thrashing tail,
bared fangs. A groggy, shaky cougar attempted to stand against it, but
staggered to the side. The panther leapt, and the cougar rolled to catch it,
claws extending, jaws snapping. Brackett's head snapped up, and his dark eyes
locked with Ellison's. The challenge arced from crystal blue to deep brown, and
was returned with hate-fueled interest.
A clang at the door interrupted the fight for dominance, and the jaguar
and cougar separated, each growling at the other. The Sentinels' attention was
diverted to the small man in a white lab coat who entered the room, smiling at
them both.
"This should be very interesting, gentlemen. Instinctive antipathy
aside, I do believe you will both be excellent test subjects." He walked
over to stand in front of Jim, carefully keeping out of range of either man.
"There is a connection between you and our Mr. Brackett, Detective
Ellison. I do not know what it may be that keeps drawing him to you. But over
the course of the next several days, I intend to find out. I fear it will not
be a pleasant experience. But it is in the interests of science. And it should be
very interesting indeed."
Jim froze in place. They didn't know he was a Sentinel. They just knew …
that Brackett had stalked him. They didn't know why. In a heartbeat, he turned
all his dials as low as he could get them and still function, and did his best
to lock the dials in place. If there was any way he could help it, they
wouldn't find out that he was a Sentinel. It might be the only chance he had of
getting out.
The nightmare began almost immediately. He and Brackett were chained
together, hands behind their backs. For the next several hours they were placed
in a sensory deprivation chamber, first together, then separately. At the point
when he seriously began to believe he was going to lose his mind completely, he
was pulled from the chamber and put in an overload situation that made him
damned thankful for Sandburg's never-ending tests. Lights strobed him, sounds
blared out at him, constantly. Hot air buffeted him, sharp scents nearly
imploded his sinuses. Brackett was tossed in with him, and very soon he saw the
effects of the concentrated sensory bombardment on the other Sentinel. Brackett
was curled up in a ball, whimpering, banging his head against the padded wall,
arms thrown over his head in a useless attempt to stop the pain.
Jim began to lose his control after a few hours of constant overpowering
input, and instinctively reached out to find an anchor. There was a heartbeat
there, not the one he was used to using, not one he recognized, too fast, too
erratic, too frantic. But it was outside himself, and it was stable enough to
latch onto. Over the course of the next several hours, it kept him
concentrated, kept him from betraying the fact that he was a Sentinel. Kept him
sane.
He nearly puked when he came to back in the cell and recognized Lee Brackett's
heartbeat.
The other man was slumped against the wall, staring at him. Behind the
exhaustion, Jim didn't see the hatred he expected. Instead there was
calculation and desperation. He saw Brackett's lips move, but didn't hear
anything. Eventually, exasperation joined the other emotions, and he
reluctantly dialed up his hearing.
"-you listening? May be the only chance we have."
He gave a nearly imperceptible nod. Brackett acknowledged it with a slow
blink, then started whispering, Sentinel-soft, again.
"The only way we're going to get out of this is by working
together."
Jim stared at him for a long moment. When Brackett's mouth opened
slightly, as he got ready to argue the point, Jim finally spoke, equally
softly. "I agree. On the proviso that I kill you when we get out of
here."
Brackett bared his teeth at him. "You can try." Then he lost
the snarling caricature of a smile. "Later."
Jim nodded. Dialing up his senses, very carefully, he began to scope out
as much of the situation as he could, relying on his greater range and control
to get past the safeguards the scientists had put up to cage Brackett's less
extensive gifts. Speaking softly, the two Sentinels began to plan.
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Bayliss had only thought he was on a weird trip. After dinner
with Special Agent Fox Mulder and his skeptical other half, Special Agent Dana
Scully, he was convinced somebody'd slipped acid in his coffee.
He stared around the shadowy maze of electronics and black boxes in the
tiny room they'd all trooped off to, trying not to listen to the three stooges
Mulder had introduced to him as the Lone Gunmen. One looked like a surfer nerd,
one a frog, and one an accountant. To hear them talk, the whole impeachment fiasco
was a manifestation of a conspiracy reaching back to the days when J. Edgar
Hoover wore silk stockings and tried to ambush the civil rights movement. And
he'd thought Munch was paranoid.
Blair was in a corner talking on a 'secure line' -- which looked like a
telephone attached to electronic life support in a metal suitcase -- to a man
called Kelso who was some kind of CIA retiree. Mulder was discussing
supernatural powers in the natural world with Scully, who was shooting down
nearly every argument he made almost before he got the words out of his mouth.
Bayliss felt a very long way from home. He'd kill for a pair of ruby
slippers.
By the time he was ready to raise his hand and ask for a ride back to
Blair handed the phone over to the frog-like man, and an
incomprehensible dialog about megahertz and black spots started up. Tim shut
his mouth. It was getting weirder by the minute. He glanced over at Blair, and
was taken aback by the desperation in the younger man's face. All at once, the
cartoonish aspects of the evening lost their edge, and he was reminded of the
fact that there was a life on the line here. A fellow cop. A good man,
according to Blair, and his partner. He felt a surge of emotion at his own
dedication to his previous partner, and the lengths he had been willing to go
to protect him. And he hadn't even been sleeping with Frank. He took a deep
breath, reached out a hand to squeeze Blair's shoulder, and gave him a
reassuring smile.
"We'll find him, Blair." He put as much confidence into the
words as he could, and was rewarded by a beaming if somewhat shaky smile.
"We just did," Mulder's quiet voice cut across the room. Tim
turned back to see the surfer guy handing a variety of pieces of electronic
equipment to the two FBI agents. He patted his gun with one hand, patted
Blair's back with the other, and followed the little party of rescuers out the
door.
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The initial breakout was the easy part. Speaking in tones that were so
low as to practically be subliminal, Ellison and Brackett put covert and black
ops training to good use. The first half dozen guards fell like tin cans at
target practice in the back forty, only a hell of a lot more quietly. They
caught the seventh goon as he was reaching for the alarm, snapping his neck an
instant before he could reach the handle.
On the opposite side of that particular patch of woods in
Two figures broke into the clearing outside the compound just as huge
floodlights lit up the entire area. An alarm shrieked through the stillness of
the night, causing an unexpected zig zag in the fugitives' running pattern that
had Sandburg screaming for his partner. He jolted forward unexpectedly,
breaking cover, and Bayliss cursed under his breath and followed. In an attempt
to distract the following guards, Mulder broke the opposite direction and fired
his Sig Sauer over the heads of the advancing black-clad thugs. Scully
scrambled to cover him.
From behind the mob converging on them, a frantic male voice came over a
loudspeaker, exhorting the soldiers, or whoever the hell they were, to take the
prisoners alive. Since the prisoners had no such compunctions, even though they
were outnumbered, they were gradually beating back the guards. The fight
quickly degenerated into a hand to hand melee, as Ellison and Brackett fought
with fists, kicks, head butts and teeth, and Blair threw himself into the fray
to protect his Sentinel. Bayliss cracked a thug over the head before he could
shoot Sandburg, then Mulder took out two more before they could kill Bayliss.
Scully kicked in the kneecap of one who was about to bushwhack Ellison. Scully
and Mulder were yelling something about the FBI, and freeze. Bayliss found
himself hollering "Baltimore PD! Drop your weapons!" even as he
realized that it was a stupid, and ultimately useless, thing to scream. But
training will out.
The boiling mass of goons in black was thinning nicely, when Bayliss
decided he'd had about enough. Pulling two thugs off the other fugitive by
brute force, he was shocked into immobility by the look on the man's face. For
an insane moment he actually thought the man was going to kiss him, then the
stranger shook his head, hard, pulled Tim to the side, and kicked out at a
soldier who had nearly shot Bayliss, catching the man in the throat with the
side of his foot. The thug went down with a wet gurgle. The hard grip eased,
Bayliss tried to stammer out thanks, and the other man smiled. Then Tim heard
Blair scream in rage, and turned to bail out his friend.
Before he got there, Ellison stiff-armed the man who'd gotten Sandburg
in a neck-lock, successfully breaking both the hold and the man's arm. He
yanked Blair out of the way and kicked out in much the same manner Tim's
rescuer had, catching the thug in the side of the head and snapping his spine.
Then with a roar, he scooped Blair up and headed for the woods. Mulder got off
a few more shots, and with Bayliss and Mulder guarding the rear, Ellison,
Scully and Sandburg went deep into the woods.
Scrambling through the brush as fast as they could, they made it to
Mulder's borrowed Rover and squealed away through the trees, much faster than
Bayliss would have considered safe. Curled up into as small a ball as a six
foot four inch man could make, Tim wondered if he'd managed to survive the
rescue mission only to die from Mulder's driving. Before he could make up his
mind which would have been worse, they cleared the woods and hit the highway.
Looking up, he saw Scully winding a bandage around a bloody cut on
Blair's forearm. Blair was staring at Ellison, who was staring back the way
they'd come, his features like granite. Mulder was looking front, back, and
sideways all at once, foot pushing the accelerator all the way to the floor.
Tim peered around the side of Mulder's shoulder and raised an eyebrow at the
speedometer. He hadn't known vehicles built for climbing mountains and fording
streams could do a hundred and twenty flat out.
Sinking back into the seat, he heard Blair ask quietly, "Jim? You
okay, man?"
After a moment, Ellison relaxed a fraction and settled closer to his
partner. "Yeah, Chief. But … he got away."
That's when Bayliss realized that the man who had saved his life had not made
it to the Rover. He wondered why that should upset him as much as it did,
since, if what Blair had told him was true, the guy was a killer and a nutcase,
who carved people up for fun. Too tired, too wired, and too busy trying not to
get carsick to think about it, he closed his eyes, leaned against the jolting
seat, and tried to think about nothing at all.
Nothingness had its attractions, after all.
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After a quick stop to drop off an exhausted Tim Bayliss, Jim, Blair and
Scully decided to unwind and debrief at Mulder's apartment. Camped out around
the small living room, Mulder and Jim sprawled on the couch, Blair on the floor
with his back leaning against Jim's leg, Scully in the single chair, they
devoured two large pizzas and several bottles of beer.
Taking on the covert military establishment could work up quite an
appetite.
Ellison hadn't been particularly forthcoming about his experiences while
locked up with Brackett, but Blair knew he'd get the rest of the story when
they were back home. He was just impressed that Jim had managed to control his
hatred of the other man long enough to work with him to escape. Jim just
nodded, anchored his heartbeat to his Guide's, and finally relaxed.
"What I don't understand is, why? Why Brackett? What were they
after? And why did they kidnap you? What's your connection to Brackett? And how
did they think they could profit from it? What did they think to gain?"
Mulder's litany of questions washed over them, and Jim looked to Blair
for guidance in answering or avoiding them. Blair bit his lip, then leaned
closer to Jim to reassure him. "Off the record?"
"Nobody ever reads our records, Blair," Scully informed him
dryly. Mulder shot her a mock-dirty look.
"Sure they do, Scully. They just don't believe them." He
turned to Jim and Blair. "Off the record if you want. But I can assure
you, there are stranger things in the X Files than anything you can tell
me."
"Jim's been a target before," Blair said softly. "I don't
want him to be a target again, just because the wrong person gets hold of one
of your files."
Mulder stared at him for long moment, then took a deep swallow from his
bottle of beer. "Okay. Strictly off the record. What can you answer?"
"All of it." And, to some extent, he did. He touched on Jim's
heightened senses, and Brackett's, and why those senses would make them
vulnerable to being unwilling test subjects by those who would try to twist
their genetic gifts into a weapon. He recapped their history with the rogue
agent, and how he believed the long months of isolation and torture had
triggered Brackett's senses, in much the same way the year and a half of
isolation and hardship in
"He's dangerous. And he is active in the area." Jim summed it
up in a few words. "He could be a threat to you both." The agents
nodded, sharing a look, then Mulder spoke up.
"Now that we know he's here, and what he can do, we'll keep a watch
for him. We've encountered even stranger things, things no one else would
believe, and lived through it. One rogue Sentinel won't be too hard to
handle."
"Stranger things?" Sandburg asked, eyes rounding as he leaned
forward. Jim sighed, then grinned at his partner's insatiable curiosity.
"Much," Scully agreed, then gave the floor over to Mulder. For
the next few hours, Sandburg and Mulder bonded over tales of flukemen, liver
eating mutants, vampires and shapeshifters. Ellison and Scully sat back and
watched their partners.
"You believe this stuff?" he finally had to ask her, while
Blair was busily telling Mulder all about a large, hairy Sasquatch type being
he'd seen on a field expedition to a rural area in China. She smiled in
response, but there were shadows behind the smile.
"I'm not sure what to believe anymore, Jim. Mulder believes, and
sometimes, with what I've seen, I find I have to. But I'm reserving
judgement." She nodded her head slightly, eyes lighting with affection as
she looked over at her partner. "Somebody's got to be the skeptic."
Mulder caught the tail end of the comment, and smiled back at his
partner. "And somebody's got to be the believer."
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Alone again, too tired to move and too wound up to sleep, Bayliss stared
at the ceiling in his bedroom and wondered if anyone would ever believe what
he'd been through that night. Not that he could tell anybody.
"They'd lock me up in the loony bin," he finally decided,
shaking his head at his own mental meandering.
"No." A soft voice that slid over his ears like satin over his
skin came out of the darkness. "I wouldn't let them.
He jolted up, reached for his gun, ready to defend himself -- or at
least, he tried to do all those things. What he actually did was turn directly
into the warm bulk of a man almost as tall as he was and both broader and
stronger, pinning him in place against the mattress. He tried to fight, to
squirm away, anything, but the stranger held him fast. Breathing hard, he
opened his mouth to ask who the hell he was, but in the dim light in the room
he recognized him.
The other fugitive. The man who'd saved his life earlier that evening.
The sociopathic killer.
Macho social expectations of manhood be damned, Bayliss opened his mouth
to scream his head off, and nearly choked on a sudden mouthful of tongue. He
pulled in as much oxygen through his nose as he could in a desperate effort not
to suffocate, and moaned as loud as he could into the other man's mouth in
protest. To his mingled shock and horror, he could feel himself responding to
the heat of the body pressed so intimately into his. Timmy, my boy, he thought
half hysterically, you really need to get laid more often.
When the lips finally unglued themselves from his and the invading
tongue stopped trying to take out his tonsils, he dragged in a ragged breath.
His eyes opened, without his being aware that he'd ever closed them, and his
body shuddered. He refused to consider that arousal was just as strong a
motivation behind the shaking in his limbs as adrenaline.
"Hello, Detective Bayliss," the madman laying on top of him
smiled down at him. "I'm Lee." He bent down and fastened his teeth
into the side of Tim's neck. Bayliss tried to scream, or at least he thought he
did. The only sound that escaped was a breathy whimper. The nutcase raised his
head again, dipped it to lick across the bite Tim could feel bruising already,
then reared back to stare down at him with satisfaction. "You're mine."
Tim opened his mouth to protest and found himself thoroughly kissed
again. By the time he could draw another clear breath, he'd forgotten what he
was supposed to be protesting. "Do you mind if I call you Tim?" He
started to shake his head, then amended it to a shaky nod, before stilling all
movement to simply stare up at his captor, completely confused. "Thanks
for the rescue."
"You … " his voice didn't sound like his voice. It was never
that winded. Sounded like he'd run a marathon. "You saved my life."
"So, we owe each other," Lee grinned down at him, a sharp,
feral expression. "Guess that means I'm yours, too." His hands were
busy, roving under Tim's tee shirt, dipping below the waistband of his
sweatpants. When long fingers wrapped around an erection Tim didn't remember
getting, he started to panic. "Talk to me."
Talk to him? Talk to him?? Shoot him, take him into
custody, arrest him, call the Feds and have them cart him off -- these were all
viable alternatives. Lie here while the guy felt him up and talk to him? Not
in the realm of the possible. "Who are you?" Okay, that would work.
Monosyllables were about all his brain would manage, since ninety eight per
cent of his blood was rushing to his groin, and the only thing he could think
about was how amazingly good that hand felt moving up and down his cock.
"What do you want? You're under arrest. What are you doing here? Are you
nuts? Oh, holy mother of god." The last groaned phrase was in direct
response to the hand that dove between his thighs and did things to his
testicles that could get them both arrested. They were the last coherent words
he was to say for some time.
"On second thought," the crazy man doing crazier things to him
whispered in his ear, "Just lie there and moan."
Good. That, he could do. That was about all he could do. Well, that, and
squirm a lot.
Bayliss had very little experience with men. Some bad, stemming from
childhood abuse, some good, with a recent, tentative, experimental relationship
with a man he'd met on a case. Nothing in any of his previous experiences
prepared him for what Lee Brackett did to him. The man seemed to be able to map
his nerve endings, dragging depths of reaction from him that he'd never felt
with anyone. He was vaguely aware of a burning sensation at the back of his
neck as his shirt was ripped away, even less aware of a slight cool breeze over
his thighs as the rest of his clothing was stripped from him. But all he could
concentrate on, the totality of his sensual input, was the combination of
hands, mouth, body and voice that swamped his mind and turned his body inside
out.
From somewhere outside himself, he heard a vaguely familiar voice,
crying out softly, moaning continuously. There were words in there, but they
didn't make any sense. The only constant in the universe was the edge he was
brought to time and again, with overpowering touches, firm bites, strong
movements, only to be gentled down before the cycle started to build all over
again. He didn't think he could take much more, was dimly aware that he was
lying with his legs spread, arms flung out, fists clenched in the sheets, back
arched, head digging into the pillow as he begged for something, if only he
could remember what. The pressure, and the pleasure, finally crested, and he
flew apart in a shattering of light and sound, surrounded and penetrated and
held by strength that linked with him in a way he had never imagined.
When the world finally pieced itself back together, he was curled up
against a sweaty body, hands petting his hair and running over his shoulders,
his own arms draped bonelessly around a lean waist, head flopped against a
broad chest, soft hair tickling his cheek, steady strong rhythm beating under
his ear. Words were rumbling softly over his head, and he fought to concentrate,
to find the energy to listen.
"I'll see you again. Soon. Don't tell anyone about us." The
fingers stroked across his shoulders again, running along the line of his spine
to pet his nape. "They wouldn't understand."
No wonder. Neither did Tim. Long fingers cupped his chin, and turned his
face up to his seducer. All his cop instincts were screaming at Tim to clobber
the guy, cuff him, grab the phone and call it in. Something, not just the
liquefication of his bones, wouldn't let him do it. So he lay there and stared
back into those dark eyes. One finger ran gently over the bow of his top lip,
and Lee smiled.
"My Guide." Then the hand slipped lower, tightened over his
throat, and closed gently. By the time Bayliss figured out what Brackett was
doing, he was already slipping into unconsciousness.
Some time later, he woke with a slight headache, a sore throat, and an
even sorer backside. Staggering into the bathroom, he stood under the shower
until the water ran cold, then stood at the sink and stared into the mirror.
Evidence of Brackett's visit was painted in vivid finger bruises and bite marks
all over his chest, down around his groin, and as he turned and verified, all
over his back and buttocks. He shivered, pulled his robe from the hook on the back
of the door, and huddled into it. Easing onto the side of the bed, he stared at
the telephone.
He really should report this.
To somebody.
It was his duty.
On the other hand, while there was nothing quite as real as nothing,
there was nothing quite as crazy as this reality.
He reached for the phone with one hand, reached for his wallet with the
other, and dialed a number.
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Staring at his fish running tag team circles in the tank at
He smiled at the thought of the partners. Two such dissimilar men, so completely
connected. Sort of like himself and Scully, only with sex added to the mix. He
was deep in thought on the ramifications of partnerships when the phone rang.
Half expecting a "Mulder, it's me" he was somewhat startled to hear
Tim Bayliss' raspy voice.
"You okay, Bayliss? You sound a little rough."
"Been screaming." It sounded like it. Then what he'd heard hit
Mulder, who sat upright and stared at the phone.
"Screaming? Are you okay?" Damn. He knew he
shouldn't've left the homicide cop alone. God only knows what kind of revenge
the soldiers in black could have taken.
"Had a visitor. Brackett."
Okay, maybe not the thugs. But still, a lone sociopath could be a very
dangerous thing. "What did he do?" Mentally, he was already summoning
Scully and her little black bag.
"Fucked me raw."
Oh. Then again, maybe not. "Come again?"
"Don't think I could if I tried." Mulder blinked, and Bayliss
went on. "I dunno what's going on. I know I should turn him in. I mean,
he's a killer, right? A nutcase. Goes around skinning people and breaking bones
and psycho crap like that."
There was a long silence, then Mulder prompted him gently,
"But?"
"But I couldn't do it. Even though I'm a cop. And he's a killer.
Maybe I'm just nuts, myself." Bayliss sounded completely confused, and not
a little depressed.
"Actually, I don't think you are." Mulder looked up at a muted
sound from the doorway. "I know what it's like to think your duty is to
turn a man in, but you can't bring yourself to do it. Tim?"
"Yeah?" He also sounded exhausted.
"Get some sleep. Don't think about it unless you have to. And …
call me when he comes back."
"If?"
"No. When." He looked again at the doorway. "Trust me on
this one."
"'Kay. Night. And Mulder?"
"Mmhm?"
"Thanks." There was a click, then the dial tone in his ear. He
slowly cradled the handset and swallowed, staring into the shadows by the
doorway. The figure there slowly moved forward, and he started to shake, just a
tremor, deep in his muscles.
God, yes. He knew precisely what it was like.
Green eyes met his, and he slumped back on the couch even as he held out
a hand in helpless welcome. Krycek's wiry fingers came out to wind around his,
and the weight of him, cold from the night air, smelling of sweat and leather,
draped over Mulder, pushing him into the couch. As a hot mouth opened over his
and his eyes squeezed shut, he had one last thought. No one else could
understand, as Mulder could, the inability of a cop to turn away from someone
so very wrong for him.
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Finis