Smokescreen,
by Sue Castle.
Rated NC17, no copyright infringement intended.
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"I just want everyone
to do whatever would make them happy."
"But then the planets
would collide and the sea would boil over with blood!"
Thinking back to Jen's
semi-serious reaction to his simple philosophy of life, Pacey
sighed. Audrey had a point. Lifelong friendships were nothing to sneeze at.
Even when it turned vaguely incestuous, leading Dawson to lose his virginity to
Jen, of all people ... although come to think of it, Dawson probably had much
the same reaction when Joey lost hers to Pacey. If
ever there was a screwed-up twosome it was Dawson and Joey. He clamped down
hard on the niggling thought that neither Joey nor Jen could have truly claimed
Pacey hadn't been a virgin in any sense
of the word for a long time. Which gave him a rather unique
perspective on his friends' various relationship dilemmas. And which led
him to precisely where he was now, on his afternoon off, listening to Jack moan
about his best friend's pre-conceived notions of fraternities mixed with
reluctant relief he didn't want to admit from dumping Tobey,
after spending most of the previous evening listening to Joey talk herself into
not being hurt by Jen giving Dawson a bit more care-taking than she'd expected.
He glanced over at Jack, slumped on the couch glowering at his shoes, who'd
talked himself around until somehow it was Jen's fault that Tobey
got hurt since she was the one who'd pushed the match to begin with. Pacey sighed a little louder.
"Where there's smoke
there's fire," he inserted when Jack had to pause for breath. Jack gave
him a funny sideways glance making it absolutely clear that was a non sequitur,
and Pacey sighed again. He thought he'd been
following the conversation better than that.
"If you hadn't been
attracted to Tobey there'd've
been no results to her matchmaking efforts, regardless of how her heart was set
on him for you. And if you hadn't been spending so much time with your new
circle of friends that she's practically forgotten what you look like, she
wouldn't be thinking in terms of keg parties and monosyllabic proto-humans
instead of the warm, caring, epitome of cool you know your brothers to be."
Jack dropped his head back
against the sofa and closed his eyes, adding a sigh of his own to the ambiance,
which was pretty sigh-laden already from Pacey's own
contributions.
"You don't understand,
Pace --" he started. Pacey barely managed not to
roll his eyes, but he did cut off the refrain before the seven hundredth
repetition.
"Yeah, I know, none of
us understand. I have a proposition for you." Jack opened one eye and
glared half-heartedly at him. "Make me understand. Show me that Jen and
the rest of your concerned family of friends are over-reacting. Prove to me
that your fraternal brothers are not trying to separate you from hearth and
Grams' home."
"How'm
I supposed to do that when you won't believe what I tell you about them?"
Jack grumped, opening the other eye and fixing them both balefully on Pacey.
"Date me."
When Jack finally stopped
laughing and picked himself up off the floor, Pacey
gave him a reproving look. "I promise not to jump you." He paused for
another round of levity from Jack, then calmly finished. "Take me to one
of your house parties. Show me off to the brothers. Pretend to be seriously
interested in me and let's see what their reactions are. Since neither of us
has any actual emotional investment in intimacy, we can stay objective and
gauge the situation without any of Tobey's hurt
feelings or your defensiveness on the fraternal behalf."
Jack opened his mouth,
probably to object to being called defensive, then
snapped it shut. A calculating look crossed his face, then
he grinned. "You're on. Saturday?"
Pacey shook his head. "Have to work. Friday?"
"Done!"
There was a little too much
glee in the handshake that followed, but Pacey let it
slide. He had a point to make, and he was going to make it. Then maybe at least
one of his friends would stop complaining and get on with his life.
He'd worry about the
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Jack looked good. He also
looked surprised. Pacey glanced down at the black
jeans, blood-red shirt open just enough to show a little chest hair, and
leather jacket he'd borrowed from Danny.
"What?" he asked,
spreading his hands wide. "Not up to your usual
standards?" Jack swallowed. Pacey smirked at
him. Jack grinned back, although his eyes were still a little wide and the grin
was a little lopsided.
"You'll do," he
finally said. "C'mon," he tossed over his shoulder, brushing past Pacey where he stood on Grams' step and starting off down
the sidewalk.
"Not even a hello kiss?"
Pacey whined. Jack glanced up at him, about to make a
smart-ass comment, when Pacey raised a hand in truce.
"Seriously." Jack tripped over his own feet.
"Well, maybe not seriously about the kiss. But we can't get a true reading
of your fraternity's attitude toward outside distractions in the form of a
boyfriend if you treat me like I've got a contagious disease. So c'mere." He held out an
arm. Jack gave him a mildly uncertain look then ducked under it. Pacey let it fall across his shoulders, striving to make it
appear affectionate, not as if he was trying to keep Jack from bolting.
"Better, yes?"
Jack snorted. Yes, the
perfect way to begin a date.
By the time they got to the
frat house, Jack's nerves were a little less obviously about to jump through his
skin. Pacey was enjoying the body heat, not having
his usual layer of undershirt and pullover to keep him from freezing his chest
off in the wet December weather. Leather was good cover for his back, but his
nipples were standing out, and while it looked relatively sexy in a sleazy,
paid-for kind of way, blue wasn't a good color on him. At
least, not when it was his skin tone.
Lights blazed at the frat
house and the party spilled down the steps out onto the brick walkway. The
strong smell of beer, sweat, stale perfume and various kinds of smoke, legal
and otherwise, proclaimed the success of the gathering. Pacey
stifled a grin when Jack stiffened and started to pull away. Ducking his head,
he deliberately nuzzled the patch of skin right below Jack's ear.
"Showtime!" he
murmured.
Jack shivered. Stopped trying to pull away. Stayed stiff.
Hmm. Pacey
glanced down at his friend, noting how Jack refused to look at him, probably
because his eyes were too busy darting wildly in every direction. Pacey's grin broke free.
Okay. It was going to be
more fun than he'd originally expected. Still, he was there on a mission, and
he would keep his wits about him and his eyes wide open.
"Pete," Jack
greeted a guy guzzling beer like he'd spent the last week in the
"This is Pacey." No further explanation for the big guy with
the goofy grin who'd just been licking his neck. Pacey
managed to not laugh out loud, but it took some effort. Holding out the hand
that wasn't wrapped tightly around Jack's shoulder in the general direction of
the group, he said cheerfully, "Hi!"
Mumbled, half-drunk and
generally friendly greetings followed, along with handshakes ranging from
inappropriately hearty to limp fish. Pacey felt his grin harden. Jen was a very observant girl.
These dudes might have been all for Jack joining them, and that was
understandable given that Jack was a decent guy, but whatever they told the
Dean, they weren't particularly sanguine about a boy tagging along with their
gay buddy. Made it all too real.
Tolerance was tough even
when sincere, and when it was mandated, it was impossible. He felt a twinge of
pain for Tobey. The kid would have been toast in ten
minutes with these guys. Pacey, on the other hand,
was a different story. He didn't cave easily. Or at all, for
that matter.
Plus, he wasn't actually in
love with Jack, so he could have a lot of fun fucking with these guys' minds.
The evening progressed
about as he expected from that point on. He stuck to soft drinks, watching the
interplay between Jack and his frat brothers, who seemed to genuinely like him
as long as they didn't have to look at Pacey. Oddly
enough, they seemed to genuinely like Pacey, too, as
long as he wasn't actually touching Jack. Even weirder to Pacey,
since he wasn't used to being taken for a queer and so was unaccustomed to the
phenomenon, the girls loved both Jack and Pacey.
Jack was oblivious to the by-play, in large part because he still seemed
off-balance by Pacey's 'date look'. Pacey caught him staring at his chest half a dozen times.
This, of course, made Jack
nervous, and that made Jack drink. Since he didn't have the hardest head at the
best of times, it took very little beer for Jack to start to relax. Pacey divided his time between avoiding the girls who were
determined to hit on him, covertly watching the frat boys' reactions every time
he touched Jack, and watching Jack's back. The first got trickier as the night
wore on, the second reaffirmed his initial impressions, and the third was a
hell of a lot more fun than he'd thought it would be.
Musing on the fit of Jack's
jeans, Pacey faced a small hidden home truth. He was
pissed off about Dawson and Jen. He was also happy for them. The emotional
dichotomy was palatable simply because it was the truth, and he gave a mental
shrug of acceptance, which was all one could do with truth.
Before he could follow his
internal debate to any conclusion, logical or otherwise, he saw a vampiric blonde bearing down on him. Placing her as the
girlfriend of one of the seniors in the frat, a Brother of Power in Jack's
book, Pacey took counter-measures. Moved two steps
forward and one to the right, set his Coke down on a handy table and ran his
hand down the inseam of Jack's jeans.
Blondie froze mid-step. Pacey looked as lustfully as possible at Jack. Jack jumped.
Turned mid-air and landed
in Pacey's arms.
Ha. Well, that was one way
to head off attack. A Jack-shield. Jack's eyes were
huge and dilated. He smelled vaguely of beer and stress. He fit right under Pacey's chin. And he was hard as a rock.
Then he reached up and bit Pacey's neck.
Okay, so they were both
hard as rocks. Pacey's neck had always been a
vulnerable point. It had been an emotional couple weeks. He hadn't gotten laid
in awhile. Jack was more than willing and Pacey was
horny. Reams of rationalizations went through his mind in the nanoseconds
before he took Jack up on his invitation, but when it came down to it, there
was only one reason.
It felt good.
Admitting to himself that
he was an unrepentant hedonist, Pacey caught Jack
under the chin with his left hand, brought his face up for a kiss, and wrapped
his right arm around Jack's waist, pulling him in close. Things got a little
hazy. Jack was hungry, much hungrier than Pacey
expected, and it was obvious to him at least that if he hadn't gotten any for
awhile, it had been much longer for Jack.
Not inexperienced when it
came to lip action, Pacey let Jack at him for a
moment before gradually assuming control, calming it down, steadying it out. Gentling it until they were exploring rather than ravaging.
He chased Jack's tongue back into his mouth and played with it, pulling back to
nip at his lower lip before bathing it with the tip of his tongue, soothing the
tiny bite before sliding back into another long nibbling kiss.
Eventually he became aware
of a pool of silence surrounding them. Jack didn't notice, still concentrating
on Pacey's mouth, but Pacey
did. He glanced up through his lashes, carefully, slowly turning to shield Jack
from the crowd, ready for the scene to turn ugly. Head Frat Boy, Blondie at his
side, started forward, and Pacey tensed. Jack finally
realized something was up and tried to pull away, but Pacey
kept him in place with a hand cupping the back of his head. They had to let it
play out, if Jack was ever going to know the truth. Then events took an
unexpected turn.
"God, that is so hot!"
Blondie hissed.
Head Frat Boy paused. Looked at his girlfriend, who was watching Jack and Pacey with an avidity usually reserved for feral carnivores
at the sight of fresh bloody meat. Head Frat Boy looked slowly from
Blondie to the clinch Pacey was still maintaining,
although Jack was shifting restlessly.
"Really?" Head Frat Boy quizzed his
girlfriend.
"Oh, yeah,"
murmured a brunette off to the side. The jock next to her, who'd been ready to
back up his buddy for a little fag-bashing, looked confused, then vaguely
hopeful.
"Very," Blondie
affirmed. A redhead a few feet away nodded, adding her own "Oh, baby, is
it ever!" to the mix.
Interesting. Pacey
absently traced Jack's upper lip with his tongue and every woman in line of
sight to the action perked up. Their boyfriends were too busy looking at them
to pay any attention to Jack and Pacey. So, Jack
might have another point in his favor.
Mandated tolerance wouldn't
work, but if having Jack around got the guys laid, they'd welcome him with
truly open arms.
Blondie then latched on to
Head Frat Boy, and the build-up of hostility collapsed into random spouts of
lust. Pacey grinned against Jack's mouth and drew
away.
Well, he tried to draw
away. Except Jack had enough beer in his system to not give a shit what his
frat brothers thought, and Pacey's neck was right there.
Within biting distance. And Jack was still hungry. Pacey's moan took him by surprise. Then Jack grabbed hold
of his arm and started hauling him up the stairs. Still
chewing on his neck. Pacey's eyes weren't
focusing real well, but the rest of his body was on overdrive. He noticed in
his peripheral vision that couples all along the stairway were making out, and
he counted at least five separate gropes, not all of them from females, before
Jack pulled him through a door into a small room.
In the thirty seconds he
had to reconnoiter before Jack pushed him on the bed, Pacey
noticed three important things. There was a bed, and only one bed, which was a
big plus. No roomies to break the mood with an inopportune appearance. The door
had a lock, and Jack automatically turned it. And there was a bottle of hand
lotion on the stand beside the bed. All good things.
Then he landed on the bed,
and Jack landed on top of him, and he was too busy trying to breathe to fight
as Jack stripped him off with more enthusiasm than grace. Not that he would
have fought very hard. Or at all, for that matter, he thought, staring up as Jack
stripped himself even faster than he'd stripped Pacey.
Danny's leather jacket was halfway across the room, his shirt was on the floor,
sans a few buttons, and his shoes were peeled off along with his jeans. He toed
off his socks as Jack tossed his own clothes on top of Pacey's,
then reached for the waistband of his boxers.
Jack got there first. With
a surprisingly wicked look, Jack nuzzled all along the front of Pacey's boxers, until Pacey was
well on his way to bursting through the cotton. Toss some beer down him, shed the boy of his boyfriend and a few inhibitions,
and Jack put on one hell of a show. Pacey enjoyed
every moment of it. Eventually, after he'd outlined Pacey's
erection from his balls to the leaking head, several times, Jack took pity and carefully
peeled the boxers down.
With his
teeth.
By this point, Pacey was hanging on to the pillow with both hands,
clenching his teeth and trying not to scream, buck Jack off, or come. Jack
nudged the elastic down until it was caught under Pacey's
balls, pushing them up away from his thighs and giving Jack the perfect angle
to chow down on them. Pacey's eyes shut and his toes
curled. His fingers ached from fisting the pillow so hard, and all the nerves
from his tailbone radiating in every direction were on fire. He'd never
actually come just from having his balls played with, but there was a first
time for everything.
Thankfully before he lost
him mind completely, Jack pulled back. Pacey unwrapped his hands from the pillow and shucked his boxers
before Jack could change his mind, gasping in relief when the twisted waistband
stopped binding him. Jack reached for him again, but Pacey
had other things on his mind, and a tipsy Jack was no match for a determined Pacey. Jack found himself flat on his back with Pacey's tongue in his mouth and Pacey's
hand milking his cock before he knew what was coming.
Then it was Jack's turn to
squirm, and plead, and moan. It had been a long time since Pacey'd
done this with another guy, and
The hollow of his collar
bone made him wriggle, so Pacey's teeth spent some
quality time there. As did the skin just below his right
nipple, and the line along the bottom of his ribs, and the crease where his
thigh joined his pelvis, and the very tip of his cock. By the time Pacey drew back, leaning on one elbow to judge the effects
of his efforts, Jack was literally mindless. He was dripping sweat, leaking
copiously, and begging to come. It was a good look for him.
Stroking Jack's cock firmly
from base to tip over and over, Pacey gave him what
he needed. Jack shuddered as he came, arching off the bed, head digging back
into the pillow, hands scrabbling at the sheets. Pacey
found himself whimpering along with Jack as he shivered through his orgasm,
rolling nearer to free up a hand so he could tug at his own balls to keep from
coming in sympathy. He wasn't quite through with Jack yet. He'd spent most of
the evening, when he wasn't watching the frat boys, staring at Jack's ass, and
he wasn't going to give up 'til he got it.
Fucking was fucking, and Pacey liked it. A lot. Jack wasn't
nearly as experienced as Pacey was, and Pacey had the notion that maybe, if Jack knew what he was
missing, he wouldn't be quite so quick to toss it away in favor of his
fraternity fellowship. Particularly when the other fellows
all purported to be straight.
After the gropefest on the trip up the stairs, Pacey
wasn't too sure about that.
Still, Jack had lube.
Slicking his hand through the mess on Jack's belly, Pacey
gently stroked it down between his thighs, feeling for the opening. Taking his
free hand away from his own balls with a deep breath, determined to finish this
right, he yanked the drawer on the night stand open and sighed with relief.
Yeah, Jack had condoms, too. Brand new box. Never opened.
Poor Tobey.
Glancing down at Jack,
humping his hand lazily, Pacey grinned. Pulled out a
condom, and pulled his hand away from exploring Jack's hole
long enough roll one on. He had to take a few more deep breaths, and bite his
lip a time or two, but he got the damned thing on without going off
prematurely. Jack's eyes were open now, pretty hazy but tracking him, and Pacey leaned down to kiss
him. From the enthusiastic tongue-wash he got, it was clear Jack was up for
Round Two. Pacey broke the kiss and looked down at
him.
Sliding a lotion-sloppy
finger in and playing with the muscle, loose from Jack's climax, Pacey asked softly, "Yes?" Jack tried to speak,
couldn't get his tongue to work, and settled for nodding vigorously. Pacey would have laughed, but he was so hard by that time
he hurt, and he decided levity could wait for later. Settling down between
Jack's thighs, opening with alacrity for him, he steadied himself and gently
thrust.
Jack howled.
Pacey tried to draw back. After all, if
that was the reaction he got just from the head going in,
the whole thing would kill him.
Jack growled, wrapped both
legs around Pacey's waist and both arms around his
shoulders, and pushed.
Pacey nearly passed out. Forget killing
Jack. It just might kill Pacey. Fucking might be
fucking, and the mechanics might be the same, but the sensation was completely
different. It felt like he'd put his dick in a vise, or maybe a milking
machine. Hot and tighter than he would have believed possible and if he pumped
he'd surely tear off his skin but if he didn't move he was going to die.
Not that he had a choice in
the matter. Jack leaned over and latched onto the side of Pacey's
neck with his teeth, and that settled it. Pacey was
thrusting before he could stop himself, and from the way Jack was yelping into
his neck, and the grip Jack had on his waist, it must have been fine with him.
Then Pacey was holding Jack almost as hard as Jack
was holding Pacey, and he was coming. Jack enjoyed it
so much he came again, and Pacey hadn't even realized
he was hard. He knew it when it happened, though, because Jack's ass grabbed
hold of Pacey's cock and nearly squeezed it off, and Pacey came harder than he'd ever come in his life.
Several centuries later, Pacey managed to make his arms move. Grabbed the edge of
the condom and eased out. Jack groaned, and Pacey
would have apologized, except the groan was a prequel to falling dead asleep,
and it wasn't worth waking him up. Pacey dropped the
detritus in the wastebasket, shoved Jack far enough over to be able to lie down
without squashing him or falling off the edge of the bed, and fell asleep
nearly as quickly as Jack had.
Morning came too early. Pacey felt
pretty damned amazing, not surprising since he hadn't gotten drunk and he had
gotten laid. Jack woke up with a whimper, pulling the pillow over his
face and hiding. Pacey looked down the length of the
body pressed up against his and noticed the early-morning hard-on not even a
hangover could kill.
"You okay, Jack?"
he asked quietly, running his hand down Jack's side.
"Am I dead?" Jack
groaned. Pacey grinned, then reached over and ran his
fingertips down the length of Jack's erection. Jack jumped.
"Doesn't feel like
it." He waited for protest, but all he got was a tentative nudge of Jack's
cock into his palm. "Headache?" Pacey continued in a conversational tone, closing his
fingers around Jack's erection and jacking it slowly.
Jack moaned.
"Shall I take that as
a yes?" Pacey grinned and moved his hand a
little faster. Jack's hips moved, colliding with Pacey's
own erection. There was a moment's pause, then Jack
shoved his ass back harder, rubbing along Pacey and
ripping a moan out of him that matched Jack's.
Going with the cues he was
given, Pacey slid his cock between Jack's cheeks,
enjoying the heat and the pressure. Jack liked it too, judging by the way he
was writhing and the sounds he was making. Pacey felt
the tension rise in his balls and sped up his movements, fore and aft, rubbing
a little harder, pulling a little faster. Jack responded by shivering against
him and coming hard. Pacey felt the muscles clench as
Jack's ass tightened, and let himself go, groaning as he came, then slowing
down, enjoying the friction as he softened. Patting Jack gently, he withdrew far
enough for Jack to turn over and face him.
Jack looked confused. Sated. Pale. Interested. Pacey grinned at him.
"Okay," Jack said
slowly. "What exactly was that?"
"Which part? Or in toto?" Pacey teased.
"Don't throw Latin at
me when I've just had my mind blown," Jack grumbled. Pacey quirked a brow.
"No, that we didn't
do. Weren't you paying attention?"
Jack smacked him
half-heartedly. Looking as serious as he could, given that he was naked,
well-fucked, and in bed with a guy he'd thought until the previous night was
straight, he waited. Pacey caved.
"That, my friend, is
what is known as a buddy-fuck. If you hadn't been going through serious periods
of angst over gender orientation instead of noticing what was going on around
you, you'd've been aware of this universal phenomenon
long ago."
That earned him a bright,
crooked grin. "Why didn't I know this about you before?"
Pacey shrugged. "I have depths
unplumbed. Less than you now have, I will say." Jack blushed
bright red and squirmed. Pacey grinned back at him.
Then he sobered. "I think we know one thing for sure."
"What? That I'm easy?
Or that you're good in bed?" The blush was fading, and Jack looked less
confused and even more interested.
"No, I'm talking about
things we didn't know before." Jack growled at him and Pacey patted his head gently. "I think your frat
brothers are okay with you, now that they know having a gay couple around can
be an aphrodisiac to their girlfriends." The blush started to rise again. Pacey ignored it. "That being said, I think you have a
phone call to make." The confusion came back. "And
an apology. To Tobey."
The blush went away quicker
than it came, leaving Jack pale enough to qualify as dead. "Why do I need Tobey?" The shakiness in his voice belied his attempt
at nonchalance. Pacey shook his head.
"Because
Tobey actually loves you. And even if you don't get back
together with him, he deserves better than to be left on the curb like
abandoned luggage."
Pulling away with one final
pat, Pacey crawled out of bed and rummaged for his
clothes. He had to get ready for work, and Jack had a lot to think about.
Pausing at the door, he looked back at Jack, who lay sprawled against the
pillows, staring at him.
"Of course, if you're
ever in need of a smokescreen again, or a buddy, you know who to call." He
was grinning as he headed off down the pathway. Jack was kind of cute with his
mouth hanging open like that. Two blocks away from the frat house, he passed
the coffee shop. Glancing through the window, he saw Jen and Dawson, totally
engrossed in one another.
Another
problem for another day.
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